Raw Talent

Drowning

And I couldn't believe where we stand
From great sex to not even touching hands
And all your promises seemed to not matter
Drowning inlove with you thinking why bother

But your blind to what I feel cause your just happy things are going your way
You don't even take a second glance to see if I was really OK
My 'am fine' wasnt really fine and my 'its good' wasn't really good
But I kept my head up hoping you would start acting like you should

I swear I got faith, I swear I could change you
But I started to think about me and the real truth
You really don't deserve me ,you don't deserve my time
But even at our dullest moment you were still on my mind

And I kept on holding on not knowing what I was holding on to
But I wanna keep my promises at least what I made to
But time was passing and I allowed you to waste mine ,sticking around to a lot a downs
And finally the real dude that deserve me didn't get the chance because in you I drowned.   

                           K.shaw