A scar forever

Even though I never that I was that diffrent from the rest of us, you'd showed me something else. I've never been seen, but you did the thing I never that would happen. You'd saw me.

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It fellt like a electrical shock ran around whole my body when he slowly sat the needle in my arm, I couldn't even blink. I didn't know what he was going to do next. The fear of not knowing holded my eyes opend. The injection slowly started to work, and my arm numb away. I fellt more and more sleepy, but I couldn't sleep now. I tried more and more to hold myself awake, but as the injection tooked over my body my eyes got more and more heavy. At last I couldn't resist anymore, and I was putting in to sleep.

When I wooked up all I wanted was to screem, but I allmost couldn't breath. I recognized the room, a smal white room with no windos or furnitures, exept the little bed in the middle of the room, standing on the horrible gray floor with the too many blood spots on. My arms was tied hard with a rope that was cutting in to my brace. I didn't have any cloths on me, but still I was sweaty. My heart pumped fast when I couldn't see him. I was afraid. I'm fearing the death, but all I want right know is to die. I know they won't find me, it's too late, my soul is alredy broked.

I couldn't see him yet, but I can hear the door. He opens it, then closes it, opens it, clooses it, then he opens it again and fore the last time closes it. He walked over to me, in his hand he was holding a camera. He lent over, holding the camera against his eye and said with a dark voice I'll never forget:

- Smile.

He tooked a picture, then he putted on the floor and continued:

- So we meet again. Long time no see, what is it? Like 7 years? I've been missing you.

He walk around to the other side of me, looking with his darkblue big eyes at my naked body.

- I've always liked your body, it's so thin. So what have you been up to when I was in jail? All I've done was thinking of what I would do with you next time we saw each other. I can see you have scars from the last time, do you have the heart-formed left?

I couldn't speak, it felt like my throat was filled up with stones. I was breathing fast.

- Why so stressed?

He put his big hand on my forhead, and the other he let follow my body. He started on my chest and continued all the way down to my legs.

- You're so soft, he said. You're like cotton. So soft that you just wanna hug it.

He put his head on my stomach, he was still holding his hand on my forhead. Then he turned his head against my stomach and started to lick, from my umbilical and continued to my chest. It felt awfull, but ther was nothing I could do, just lay there. From my chest he looked up and said:

- Do you like it?

Then he continued up on my neck and to my face, then he stoped and rised up again. He started to take his shirt of, for every button he buttoned up, my heart start beating faster and faster. What was he going to do? After he tooked his shirt of, he started with the pants, he slowly drag the fly down.

Suddenly, the door slamed up, and I heard a womens voice shout:

- Freeze!

The man was standing still like ice, his eyes was looking on something that was out of my visual field. I was breathing loud, and I felt blod running down my arm. Two men was trying to tie up the rope, while the women and another man was fighting against the man who has scared my life two times, and this time forever.