Fellings? (9)

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*Ariel's POV*

We went to Starbucks and got some coffee.

"So, what do you want your album to sound like?" I asked the boys, taking a zip of my coffee.

"Well, we wanted to the album to be mature since the last one. We also want to have more input in it. " Liam said

"Ok." I said

"Hey guys, I just got a text from Simon, he wants the first song to be done by tomorrow" Zayn said.

"Oh Ok."

We headed back to the studio.

"Jesy, can you play us one of your songs?" Harry ask

"Maybe another time" I said

"Alright. Lets get working on the songs" He said there was a hint of hurt in his eyes.

I looked down. I didn't mean to hurt him. Its just that book is very personal. I can't just let anyone read it. But one day... hopefully I will let him and the other boys read it.

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At the end of the day(insert Harry's puppet voice lol) we wrote two songs.

''Ariel, do you want to hang up tomorrow?" Niall asked me

"Um, I think I'm busy" I said, I was lying. I was scared to be alone with Niall.

"C'mon please" Niall begged

"Fine"

"Alright, I'll pick up at 8 in the morning" He said kissing me on the cheek.

I stood there stunned. I walked to my car when I was attacked by paparazzi.

"Are you dating Niall Horan?"

"How long have you and Niall been dating?" they kept asking me questions and didn't allow me to enter my car.

"I'm not dating Niall. I'm the song writer for the new album" I said. I finally got threw them and got into my car and drove off

***********Next day****************

I woke up and got ready, since Niall was picking me up at ,8.After I took a shower I put on my tight crop shirt stamped with smiley faces and my pants with black and white strips going down. I grabbed my black Doc Martens. I did my make up every lightly. After a few minutes there was a knock at my door.

"Hey Niall" I said

"Hey, you ready to go?" He asked

"Yeah"

We waked to his car and he drove off.

"Where are we going?" I asked

"You'll see." He said

"Alright.'' I said. I looked out the window thinking about my father. I missed the old him.

"Ariel, you know I never wanted to hurt you." Niall said out of nowhere.

"Then why did you do it?" I asked

"I kept asking my self that same question." He said

"Niall, the pain you caused me isn't as simple that I could forgive and forget." I said looking at him," I wish I could do that but I can't, I'm scared. Everything has gone wrong in my life. Niall you wouldn't under stand. You have both parents that love you, fans, friends that care and love you. I have nothing. My mother died so did my sister. My father is probably died and I don't even know because I haven't spoken to him in years. You don't understand what it feels to be alone, worthless, cold. You have everything and more. What do have? Nothing. The boys just come into my life and I feel I like I can trust them with my life but I'm scared that they might hurt me. It always happens. Niall if forgiveness is what your looking for. I'll think about it. I just promise me on the thing you won't hurt me again. I'm just recovering from the last time you did."

"Ariel I promise you I won't. I can't tell you how sorry I am. I was really stupid." Niall said and I know that he meant it.

"C'mon let's go have fun" I said changing the subject.

"Yeah let's go." He said as he pulled up to a carnival

************ After the carnival*********

Niall POV

Today I took her to the carnival and we had fun until we got attacked by paparazzi. They asked if we were dating. I wished I could have said yes but I said no and kept walking. lucky they left as alone after that but some followed us and took pictures. I took her home and walked to her door. And she thanked me and kissed me on the cheek and went inside. I stood outside with the hand against my cheek. I knew that was red. the kiss left tingles that are still here. I can't even explain the effect she has me. I know I can't tell her because she didn't even forgive me. I knew she was scared that I will hurt her again. I know I'm not. I just love her..

Ariel POV

When Niall left me at the door. I kissed him on the cheek. it left a tingly feeling on my lips. I don't know what it meant but I think I might start have feeling for Niall?

Do I Like Niall Horan?

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Hey guys sorry for the last update but im on vacation so busy but I will being updating but It won't be as long or i'll update every one while but it will be long..... you let me no in the comments ok thank you don't forget to vote and comment. I love you guys

-rachelXXXX

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