Chapter 5: Ayu's Dairy (Extremely Short)

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April 16th Home

Dear Diary,

Today while I was out shopping for some things for the house, I saw Makoto at the shopping district. When he waved at me I grew a huge smile. I love spending time with Makoto, he always has his friends around him so it makes it livelier. There's never a dull moment when he's around. But I felt kinda sad earlier though... while me and Makoto we're playing at the park, we ran into Kaede. I mean she's really kind and funny... but she acted like she was... dating Makoto. I don't have any feelings for him! Don't get me wrong!

But it really hurt me on the inside just watching her act like that. I don't know why, but I just can't explain it.

April 17th mid class

Dear Diary,

Today was a lot of fun! We finally did the Café! I was a little embarrassed when Makoto saw me like that... though... I wonder if he liked it. Wait, what am I saying? I don't have ANY feelings for Makoto besides being friends. Only friends...

April 17th Lunch break

So today I thought I would surprise Makoto with some lunch. I made it because we are friends! I don't have any feelings for him! I am gonna go give him his lunch now.

April 17th Lunch break 20 minutes later

I don't even know what to think of Makoto, getting MARRIED at 16?! Is that even legal? What really surprises me is that he is getting is getting married to KAEDE... KAEDE... KAEDE!!! He doesn't even show any interest one day, now he is getting married to her?! I wonder... why are they getting so close all of a sudden? I will investigate this... you don't really think they are gonna get married yet... do you?

April 17th Home

Hmm maybe I should explain to Makoto why I ran off... yeah I'll go over there now! But maybe I should make something for him? Cookies? A pie?

April 17th Home 30 minutes later

I decided to make him some cookies. Wait I wonder if he's even home...

Maybe I shouldn't go? But I already went through all this trouble... No I shouldn't go! But maybe he wants to see me? No! He wouldn't wanna do that! But then again... That's it I'm going!

April 18th Home crying

I can't believe what I saw last night on my way over to Makoto's house... Makoto and Kaede... at Kaede's house... leaning their faces towards each other... locking lips... Why does thinking of this make me... hurt? Why does it hurt too see him kiss another girl? What is this feeling I have? It hurts so much... WAIT! I know how I can make it stop... but it might ruin or friendship...  

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