Later that night after I opened all the gifts Dylan and I were laying in bed. Or he was. I was laying on the floor with the giant teddy bear.
"You know I'm getting a bit jealous."
"Oh you have your dog get over it." I giggles saying.
"Anne come here." The dog came up and cuddled with him.
"See not so lonely now are you?"
We both laughed.
"Sophia we should really be getting to bed."
I yawned. "Alright." I grabbed my PJs and went into the bathroom to change. When just came back I laid down next to him.
"Sophia?"
"Yeah?"
"I love you."
"I love you too."
I kissed him. He put a hand on my cheek as we kissed. I broke the kiss.
"Sophia?"
"Yes Dylan." I giggled.
"Never leave me okay?"
"Never. Ill always be here for you."
"Good."
I rolled over facing the wall. How could I tell him that I'm losing more weight. That I'm going to have to be hospitalized again soon. I wasn't gonna let the bad thoughts overwhelm me.
"Dylan?"
"Right here babe?"
I rolled over.
"I can't sleep."
"I know baby." He kissed my forehead.
"Baby you're cold."
"No I'm fine." Shit.
He got up and grabbed one if this Hoodies.
"Here put this on." I put it on. He grabbed me a pare if socks.
"Warm and fuzzy just like you." He put them on my feet. I started sweating. He felt my forehead.
"You're so cold babe how are you sweating."
I was shaking.
"W-water. N-now."
He ran and got me a glass of water. I tried to drink but I dropped it. I was shaking badly. I went out cold....