The Attacks

why im this way

"I am Jessica smith I am 15 years old I have panic attacks anxiety and depression and when I have an attack I feel like I can't breath and It sucks I just want to die BC then maybe they will stop." I think to my self and I just sit in the office because they chose me to show some new jerk that I am the victim of bullying so I think it said his name was Alex but idk IG I will find out. "Oh here he comes" says the office lady. I never really know her name. I look up and he looks nice.
"..hi.." He says with a small blush
" hi you must alex." I say
"Actually its andrew." Oh that was his name he has gorgues blue eyes and jet black hair he looks nice still but he's really nervous .
"Well hello Andrew." I say then he hands me his schedule for classes and he has all with me so that means I don't have to be late "so Andy what's your last name?" I say trying to start a conversation
"Biersack. What's your name?"
"Jessica smith. Nice to meet you Andy."
After we got introduced I was walking to our class when a guy shoved me into a locker I wasn't really fazed by it anymore but Andy was curled up in a ball holding his head having an Asama attack so I pushed the jock away and jogged to Andy and picked him up and held him tightly
"Andy shhh its okay calm down I'm okay your okay just breath." I said trying to calm him down he was crying so I lifted his head up and wiped the tears away and kissed his cheek a blush crept along Andy's face but at least he's calm again
" you didn't say you have panic attacks." I said holding him in my arms
" h-how did you know how to make it stop?"
" I have them too its okay tho because we can get through it together." I gave him a hug fixed his eyeliner and we went to class when we got there our teacher yelled at us "where have you too been?" I told her we were looking around school. We sat in the back together just talking and getting to know each other.
Hello love bugs I'm Dakota thomaz I just wanted to say hi and sorry if this story sucks so far comment below. Bye.