My love, my hate , my embarrassment, my dignity things i've felt and things i wish i would feel.i was a nerd. look at the sentence closely WAS is the key word, i might not look it but hey, who actually looks like what they are. like, for example Joey Razzo he is supposed to be a jock and you know a player but he is the most sincere guy i know and he even hangs at my table, sadly also known as the geek and freak table. It just possible that he only hangs with us because he's dating by best friend Rosy.
But i only said it was possible it also be because of me and my freakish, nerdy-ish ways! Who knows! Hey, i know your way impatient for my story but i haven't gotten to the best part yet me and my friends, more like the whole school for that matter were wolfs. I'm not talking about that 'only shift at midnight' crap Hollywood films put us as but the more 'i shift when i want only after i hit puberty' thing. It's stupid that a high school full of weres was so cliche you know the whole cheerleader gets the quarterback sorta way. it started2 years ago in grade 10 when you first start to find your mate.......
2 years ago
uhhhhhhhhhh, another year of bullying, torment and possibly another swirly, i shuddered at the memory.I'm not what you would call pretty with my brown curly hair that reaches my waist in a messy way or my dull blue eyes behind my big bulky glasses. There was no helping it i hope my mate is a really great guy who won't care about my looks i thought to myself while i put on my usual blue faded jeans and baggy sweater and head off to school. My sister won't drive me because and i quote 'your nerdiness will just ruin my porshes seats.' when i got to school Jake was there looking around and sniffing the air, it was his birthday today which means it would be most likely for him to find his mate. I was practically invisible walking down the school hallways no one ever payed attention to me i was a nobody someone to entertain them when i did something wrong or embarrasing.
The day passed in a blur of lessons and classes. Walking out of the school doors brushing past the popular crowd i heard Jake mumble to himself "i smell her, she's gotta be here." Me, of course being me couldn't escape the school grounds without doing something extreamly embarrasing tripped over the ground.No seriously i tripped over the ground, yup not my shoe or another shoe sticking out, the ground. And landed straight in Jakes arms and felt tingleserupt all over my body. Jake looked down at me in complete disbelif, i could see the anger and sadness in his eyes as everyone started to stare at us. He started laughing really loud and exclaimed at the top of his lungs
" we are not mates?! How can i be MATED with the school nerd and loser!" By now every single eye in the parking lot turned to us. I ran from the there as fast as i could not even bothering to answer him back. Still running i got home in a matter of 5 minutes that means i have about 10 until Chrissy my sister gets here. I hurridly packed all my stuff and got outta the house as fact as i could, i know i was running away from my problems but what i 'm i supposed to do! I just got rejected by my other half, my soul mate. I put all my belongings in my parents old car and left a quick note on the counter. that read...
i know i'm not wanted. so i will leave you all alone.
Bye , but i will never forget,
Amanda
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I was heartbroken, my mate, my saviour who was supposed to take me from that hellhole, rejected me in front of everyone there was no way i could show my face there ever again, unless of course i change, I promise that i will get my revenge, next time i see them i will be transformed. I will never go there willingly again.
I was a rouge, i travelled through packs territories but i was fast, i never got out run, until i was chased to the Lightning Packs territory, i was so caught up in running away that i didn't pay attention to whos land i was on until it was too late.
when i looked behind me i saw a bronze colour wolf chasing gaining speed the farther we ran, i was so focused on the bronze wolf that i didn't notice the toasty brown coloured wolf that came chargeing at me from the side.
The last thing i remember before passing out is the concerned forest green eyes of the wolf that tackled me, and my wolf very softly in my head saying....................... "Brother".
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