This time...

It was bound to happen one time or another... Just not in this way. Will happiness reunite with Charlotte, (Charlie) when she meets the real one... And how do you know when it's the real one...

Here is my story! I hope you like it! (Btw first thing I have written so please don't judge!)

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I was fed up. Other people would say cranky but whatever. Lying in a bed... If you could call a thin lumpy mattress that, on my (once a month;) was not exactly ideal. I was just lying on my bed slowly dying of cramps! Sorry this is probably not a great way to introduce myself so let's start again shall we! My name is Charlie (Charlotte in long) I have tangly golden brown hair with natural highlights, grey eyes with hints of amber, blue and green. I have a boyfriend, he is called jake, and right now he is passed out on the floor, drooling and snoring. Sometimes Jake has his particularly bad nights, and last night was one of them. He went drinking with some of his friends, and then decided he would come over to mine so I could cook him food. He was still drunk out his mind when it happened. Sometimes he gets violent, well actually he gets violent a lot and last night he slapped me he then told me to take a pill, this has happened before, and I know what he does when I have taken the pill.  It makes me angry but also sad, I remember what it was like before all the drinking and drugs started. I guess you could say he got in with a rough crowd. It used to be so nice with us. We would go to dinner, and movies and just enjoy each others company, I was so young and easily pleased when we first went out. If I could only have know how it would turn out.
Well anyway, last night he decided that we're going to have sex. I am still in pain after the force and brutality he inflicted on be. but you I don't know what I can do about it, at least he used a condom. I wouldn't like I see any more people like him in the world.

My aim this morning was to get out before jake woke up. I grabbed some clothes in to a large bag, make up, my phone and its charger. I went to the cupboard and reached in to the tampon box. Great I whisper yelled. I slipped a razor in to my Bag before silently creeping out door. As I walked I got caught up in a vortex of my thoughts. The only reason I started to date jake was because I was lonely desperate and wanted some action being the stupid 16 year old I was. There is also something else I have to tell you. After you become 16 at the orphanage I was in you are kicked out and sent to live on your own. I guess I was with jake because I also needed someone and he was desperate for me too. I really regret what i did now. I arrived at Boots and walked in, extremely pissed out of my mind. I reached up to grab a box off the top shelf... The extra small ones. I couldn't quite reach it.
"Need some help" A voice whispered mockingly from behind me. The person chuckled and grabbed the box. I blushed furiously and thanked him. He slipped a piece of paper in to my back pocket and winked, trying to be cool but I could see the pink tint to his cheeks and a foolish grin sliding over his face. Still a shiver rolled down my spine. His hot breath still lingering around my neck. That smooth black hair and porcelain skin. He was stunning. 

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Ok!! First chapter!! ;) please tell me what you think! I know it's not very good but I. Hope it will get better! Sorry about the ARKWARDNESS of that chapter!

Love you guys
the mother bat