Journey

Chapter 01 The journey i started .......

" we should wait for our turn never let get for a shortcut ,God knows we might get what we want in our way "-A.A.Alvi

It was the day when i started my journey , took some hard decisions and got on a new track of life , and my journey begins ......

but before i start i will tell u how i get into the blunder , saw the hard times , some twisted paths and finally my decision which changed my whole life . i thought of something else and got into somewhere else as

 it is also said by A.A.Alvi ;

" we always not get what we desired of in the way we want , we have to steer our way through obstacles to get what we want but not in our way we desired of, the way it would be. "

The time i spoke of to be one of them , i never thought to be one of them i have to steer my like one of them . I heard about Steve Jobs but never got to know how Stevenson Paul Jobs became Steve Jobs , i heard about Bill gates but didn't knew how from William Henry Gates he became Bill Gates. I tried my level best to be one by changing the way of thinking , style , way of talking and attitude but it didn't worked , as one day i was in a party with by uncle i was pretending to be like a gentleman . A man came near to me and asked " what do you want to be " for a moment i was blank but after few seconds i answered that i want to be like Steve Jobs , that guy appreciated me and asked ok then you must have known about Wiz .

I said in my mind ... Wiz ? who the hell is this guy ..

I replied i don't know sir . He told me about that guy and got a lesson for me that we should not run for their looks , copy their way of thinking , their attitude , their style , they got their on their thinking not others they got their idea not others . still i was standing like a dumb dog , and was surrounded by many 'Theirs ' so i decided to give a shit to 'Theirs 'and got a drink and flushed all the theirs but it was my mistake that i didn't listened to that guy , he was right about it , it was their thinking but it was too late when i realized it . I was a boring kind of person , totally a lazy and a fizzy guy . I was the student of secondary level and i just came up with my exams , i was not serious at all , i was like i will also get Apple like Steve Jobs got after drop out but in my case it lead to destruction . I gave my exams and was pretty sure about the result that i will get A* and will get admission in a good university , i was all set up and gave admission exams in few universities and got passed them but after few months when i got up with my report card i fell apart i got C .......

The admissions which were partial never got completed by me and i didn't got admission in any university . I cried a lot and even tried to kill myself but it was of no use . I then started working , in ace to get something but this time not Apple , just for money to live . I started earning 500$ a month but it was not satisfying me i face many hardships daily and prepare my self to face people but i was afraid that if someone ask about my Aim i would be speechless . I left my home so that my parents should not see my like a aimless grazing in a field . I joined few companies but they didn't pay me , i came up with some projects but no one took it serious , everywhere i become a laughing stock for everyone . i joined some coaching centers as to divert my mind from the bitter truth of my life , there i met a professor her name was Leona Seth . she was a nice lady , i trusted her and told everything about my hell and she suggested me to take admission in a lowest rank university . she always says that the thing which matters to be something is degree and the rest is your mind . then i decided to take admission and started my degree program but it was not of my choice it was my fate's choice on which i started making my path . During my degree i made many silly mistakes and did a lot which never be counted , still my vision was not clear . i try to seek happiness around me to get me interested in my degree program and sometimes i want to get drop out but then i think of my parents , when i got admission i went back to home and talked all about my dad , yeah he scolded my very badly but my mom was there to save me and she supported me so my dad agreed to let me continue my studies , or else he wanted me to sit on his place in a small shop which i never like to do it . From here my journey begins but not in my way , in my fate's way ..........

"Not I, nor anyone else can travel that road for you,You must travel it by yourself.It is not far. It is within reach.Perhaps you have been on it since you were born, and did not know. Perhaps it is everywhere - on water and land." - Walt Whitman