the hardest thing in life is being alone

The ground shakes.

I open my eyes only to see darkness. i froze not knowing what to do. my fear had overcome me. i lifted my arms using all my strength to push up a little block of cement with rusty metal wires perturbing out of it. i stick my head of the rubble to see what has happened to this mortal plain. i couldn't remember my old life but i knew something was wrong.

As i looked out i could hear a crows and the crackling of a fire in the distance. As i tried to climb out of the rubble i was in, my addrenilin slowly died and i felt a terrible pain in my left leg. Finally i was out, with the most pain i could ever remember having. i couldn't stand, my left leg was cut on then side and my shin felt out of place. My mouth was dry and i was weak from the drama. I felt like i was going to collapse but i had to keep going. i walked about a block until i could walk no more. My leg slid behind me leaving a trail of blood into the shade.

I woke up to dead silence. my leg is only looking worse. i need to find water and try and stay alive in this world. I limp across the street and see a few dead bodies but for some reason i feel compelled to stop at this dead woman. She had pale skin and blond hair that looked remarkably untouched by the chaos. it looked like she knew she was going to die but unlike all the others she accepted her fate. gazing at her i feel a dark presence overcome me. Did i know this young woman? or was just me realizing that i may be the only one left?

I sat mindlessly and hear voices from a life i no longer remember.

"Come here dad"

"Ohh honey...I love you"

i shake my head thinking i may be going crazy.

i couldn't leave her. i felt i must stay. i got down on my knees and ripped off her shirt which i used to tie a knot around my leg. I move hair out her eyes to see her beautiful face and I see a trickle of blood with dent into her head. It looked like a blunt object smashed her head in. looking at her as i tried to stand up, i saw a scar on her stomach. it looked like someone had cut her open and just as fast put her back together. I used my right arm to push against the destroyed earth and prop myself upright with almost no pain from my left leg. does this mean its getting better or worse? Looking at it i see dry blood and scabs all over it. I wanted to get up, i wanted to survive, but i was so weak i sat there readying my fate.

I opened my eyes to see this dead woman that i have been with. for some reason the more i am with her to more i feel human. they say everyone has a true love, was she mine? do i have to stay with her because my heart won't let me go. i tried to shut off my emotions and leave her. i closed my eyes and did my best to run. i had to. if i stayed with her i would shirley die. but as i ran until i could no more, my heart sank into my chest and felt like it had died. How could someone fall for another person this much. were all animals but i and yet i started crying when i knew i would never see her again. i collapsed in tears laying in the rubble of the old town.

Weeping in my own sorrow, ma at what happened to me and who I loved. Laying there crying I hear a faint sound I running water. My body was fueled with energy when I heard it. I got up and ran. there was nothing that could stop me. i kept running. my energy getting stronger as i hear the trickling getting louder. i finally see it and stop relieved as if my true love was standing in front of me. i easy myself down to the edge of the water, using a river rock to lower my self to the source of the noise. i sat there drinking and resting like my life was once whole again.

I layed there in the sun next to this river. there was a constant sound of running water, a few small water falls leading into a bigger ravine. i quenched my thirst but stomach still felt empty . my momentary triumph was extinguished and i felt weak again this time from hunger. The animals were coming in close, reclaiming the land that we stole from them but i could not run or hunt so they would not be a reliable source of food. i need to scavenge food from the old houses that felt so alive just a few days medication would be need to.

THIS IS BOOK 1. THE NEXT BOOK IS GOING BE ABOUT THIS BUT A DIFFERNT VEIW AND THEN 3 WILL BACK TO THIS VEIW.

FIRST STORY HOPE U LIKE IT. LEAVE COMMET OF EAT I SHOULD WRITE NEXT ALSO THIS STORY IS GOING BE A LONG 1 SO IL KEEP ADDING QND SHOULD BE DONE BY NEXT SUNDAY.