Feelings.

Awaken.

My mum always used to tell me. If you ever get in a serious injury. Its all you. Only you can decide wether to survive or die. Its up to you. But if you die. Everyone will miss you. Now when I am in this position. The position of I don't know what to do. Live or die. It is such a hard thing. If I live I will have serious injuries. If I die I won't live again. I don't know what to do. Sam had already woken up. Sometimes I think it's a game. Life. A game. Silly I know. But every time. I will have to make this decision. Untilmy grandma walked up to me. Me led on my death bed. Me of four grandchidlren. Five children and fifty other realtives. She knew it was me. She whispered my name and said. Its up to you Lilly. All up to you. I felt like crying. Sam was better off without me. I ran away. Ran far from the scene. As I wandered down a long corridor. I saw a speaker. It was playing the song me and Ssm said would be our wedding song. I hot the wall and screamed. How do I get out? How do I survive? Tell me! Someone had hit me. I remember being back at the death bed. Them saying that I wasn't gonna wake up. Then my mum saying please. She is all we have got. I had to wake up. I couldn't leave my mum. Or any of my family and friends.