Big idiot [NaLu]

4: If no one know

Light. It's streaming inside from the window. I try to hide from it but it won't go away and it keep bugging me. I tiredly open my eyes, slowly just in case a cloud would get in the way of the sun so I can sleep a little bit longer. But the issue is not the sun any more. As fast as I open my eyes they get wide. In front of me is a sleeping Natsu. Boiling anger is takin form inside me and just when I'm about to 'Lucy kick' him a flash of memoirs during last night flash backs. I freeze on the spot, my face is so red you could think I had painted it that way. In mere seconds I'm out of the bed and I notice my clothes is all over the room. I can't think. What have I done! What have I done! What have I done! I scream in my head. Over and over again I repeat that sentence. I panic, still not able to do anything I look around nervously. Than a noise stops all my thoughts. It was Natsu. Was he going to wake up! I have to go! If I'm not here it could be any other girl he slept with! He was drunk I can maybe convince him the next time we meet. I hurry to the door before I remember my clothes. I have to hurry. I run all over the place picking up my clothes, just as I'm about to exit his room my hand stop on the door handle.

"Luce.." I look at Natsu who is talking in his sleep. Why don't I stay and tell him the truth. He's my best friend he will understand, It's not only my fault. Natsu is still peacefully sleeping but he is about to wake up. I smile at him, it remember me of when we slept over one time. I had drawn hearts all over his face with a black marker pen. I laugh at the memory but I freeze again when I hear Natsu once again, he is definitely waking up. I panic and run through his door. Just when I'm about to exit the house I remember my bag. Natsu will definitely know I been here if I forget it. I fast turn around heading for my bag. But even before I made it to the stares I hear Natsu's voice.

"Luce? Are you here?" He's already awake! In pure desperation I throw myself at the couch, I pretend to sleep when I hear footsteps coming closer. I keep my breath. For every seconds that goes my heart keep racing faster, I feel how it's ticking in my chest. I have to come up with an explanation, anything!  Dun, dun, dun, dun my heart is now racing really fast.  (A/N: how do you write heart sound? Really, I have no idea) The footsteps stops in front of me, I try to make a sleepy face. Is he mad, is he still considering me as his friend. I wait for a yell or an outburst. But to my surprise I hear him chuckle. Ono, is this some sort of new evil I never seen before that he has been hiding all this time and now he's so mad he can't control it?

"Luce, wake up. You can't sleep on the couch " I fake a typical scene of how I usually wake up. I stretch a little so it looks like I been sleeping all night on the hard couch. I really try to make him think that way. If I really play this right, maybe he thinks all of it was a dream?

"Now tell me, what exactly happened last night?" He says and his voice is serious. He looks straight at me. I have only seen him with that face a few times and it had been very important stuff. My mind goes totally blank. Nothing, just nothing is left in my brain.

"I-I can e... Explain.." I shudder. No! I can't explain at all! It's a total lie right up in his face! I nervously looking around in the room for inspiration for an 'explanation'.

"Yea you bet, I can't remember a thing from last night." Wait what, nothing. He doesn't remember anything? As the happy feeling spreading through my entire body, I can't stop feel disappointed that he doesn't remember. Deep down I think I probably wanted him to know and like in a romantic book say he loves me and we live happy ever after... A girl have her dreams you know! But back to the real world. Natsu is standing with a serious expression in front of me and I'm considering if I should tell him the truth or not. Is it worth the risk? Is it not?

"Eeh, last night, you know... You was drunk, a-and.. So I took you home, and" and what Lucy! What are you thinking. Omg, when this is over I will buy some coffee, sit in my couch and watch freaking Netflix!