I don't just want to forget you leaving I want to forget the kisses. The ways you held me and said you loved me the time I believed that was true and the time I cared for you. I want to forget how you said you cared about the little things and how you said you didn't care about how I looked or how much I weighed. I know you did though, I know you wanted me to be thinner and to be prettier and to "smile more". I know you wanted me to open my legs to you. I know that you wanted me to be more sexual with you, you pushed it on me so often. But now I can finally forget you. I've moved on to something so much better, I've moved on to someone who actually means what they say about me, someone who isn't afraid to say what they mean and tell me when they are hurt. They don't hold me hostage with their words. They don't tell me that they would literally die without me. I can see your doing just fine without me so what happened to your going to kill your self if I leave, what happened to all those things you said.
Well I'm happy now
So much happier
I can forget now
