Sarah's P.O.V
I'm sick of these people making me feel so bad that I want to relapse because it would be better than this pain I feel. But I guess that's how they want me to feel. So bad that I take a blade to my clean wrist and just gash them open until I pass out. Yeah, sounds about right. Hey, I'm not sure if anyone would care.
This pain is unbearable nothing good can come out of this. Grab the blade Sarah. Grab it and make this pain disappear. Please. Oh please just disappear. I know I shouldn't but I want to. So, I grab the blade and start cutting the word PAIN and ERASE in my arm.
As I watch the blood run down my arm. I start to have tears flow down my face. This pain is slowly disappearing and I start to feel better.
I grab the towel from the rack and wrap my arm in it. I grab the bandages and start to bandage it up. I put on my black long sleeve shirt so my parents won't see.
I put a smile on my face and pretend like nothing happened.
