Ghost (Halsey)

3

I decided to text Julie, since I had her number and wanted to talk to her.

"Hey, guess who's this?!"

I pressed send and made my way out of the radio station meeting some fans outside.

The fans were wild. I took as many pictures as I could, but I had to go to the studio and finish writing my album.
Writing is tough, it requires more than what it looks like.
Inspiration is something that comes at awkward times, and I admire those who can write about things they don't feel or been through because I definitely can't.

I got into the black car that was waiting for me outside the radio station and checked my phone.

"I'm sorry, i have no clue"

Oh my god.

"Guess our kiss didn't mean anything then..."

"Oh my god, no way"
"You're kidding right?"
"How did you get my number?"
"Hi..."

"I'm a ninja"
"And no, I'm not kidding. It's really me"
"Hi lol."

Who even says "lol" Ashley? Stop being stupid.

"Seriously, is this real?"
"It cannot be."
"Tweet something so I know it's you"

"Okay, wait a sex"
"I meant sec, not sex"

What will I tweet? Coming up with tweets is hard.

@halseymusic : I'm a ninja girl.

This should do.

"Oh my god."
"It's you."
"Oh my fucking god"
"I just cursed"
"Look what you've done to me"
"I almost quoted 1D lol"
"Sorry, no one says lol."
"You say lol"
"You're cool, you can"
"Sorry, I should stop texting you"
"Why did you text me?"

"You're cute all excited and stuff"
"I don't know. I just wanted to talk to you girl."

Before I could notice, we were already at the studio and the door was being opened by a guy in a suit. I'm scared.

I thanked him as I hopped off the car and went to the doors, going in and making my way to the elevator with my agent behind me.

"Are you even listening to me?" She asked me snapping her fingers at me so I would stop looking at my phone thinking about what else to say, and look at her.

"Now I am." I said putting my phone on airplane mode and putting it on my back pocket.

"Ashley, you need to tweet more about you and Lido. People don't see much of you guys anymore."

"He's my boyfriend, if I want to tweet about him I will." I said rolling my eyes.

I hate when she does this. Twitter is a place where I can be myself and be awkward with my fans because the don't care, I don't want to control my tweets or something like that. Plus, he has been awkward and I don't really know why, so I don't feel like tweeting about how happy we are if something's off.

"Whatever, just do what I say. Your fams love you guys together." She said rolling her eyes like I did. "Oh, and stop talking about your sexuality so openly like that, you have fans of all religions, some don't accept."

This bitch.

"Go away." I said closing the elevator door since her help wasn't needed to write my songs.

When I got to the right floor, I went to the room where I found my things that I left here yesterday and took my shoes off.

"This is going to be hard." I said grabbing a paper and a pen, and closing my eyes.

20 minutes and nothing came to mind. This is so frustrating.
I decided to take my phone off airplane mode and soon, a bunch of texts came up. Some from my friends, some from my boyfriend, some from my family.
I opened Lido's text first, maybe it's important.

"Won't be at our apartment early today. I'll see you in the morning."

Fuck you.

I turn my phone off again and start writing something that I'm sure won't be in the album but I just need to let go.