Between The Lines Of Feeling And Emotion

Ain't No Rest For The Wicked pt.2

A/N;okay, i mentioned how study hall went right after group well, that wasn't supposed to be the time. it was originally, but i'd switched it and the older draft had still stayed. actually, study hall is AFTER lunch. sorry if you want to go re-read chapter two, feel free I fixed it.. *holds out arms ready for you to throw things at me.*

"Kaz?" Kaz snapped out of her flashback and stared at the doctor. "Sorry doctor masters... "she began "Meg, call me Meg... care to tell me why your brother suggested I talk to you about that night? I saw in your file that about a month later you went in for counseling."Kaz felt betrayed... why.. why would he just tell her? She wondered.. then it hit her. He wanted her BETTER, he wanted her home with him and Sam and probably Cas. NORMAL. She sighed and felt the tears welling  in her eyes.

'It's... I... what else is in my file?" she said, looking up into  Meg's eyes. "Well, it says that the hallucinations you had were defined around your parents... mostly your father? is that correct? could you tell me about them?" Kaz couldn't breathe for a few seconds... she took in a huge breath and nodded. "Well,I started having a few... uhm.... hallucinations? around the time I was little, I saw things that people didnt think were real. and... when my parents died-" Meg cut her off "Your father is not confirmed dead, your brother seems to think he is still alive." Kaz shook her head "Dean has always thought better.... but i'm not so sure... anyway uhm... I haven't uh had hallucinations with these medicines... and uh.... I had a few nightmares but they were when I uh... took something to sleep." "so, you have trouble sleeping other nights?" kaz nodded.

Meg wrote a few minutes in her folder "well, miss winchester... it looks like our time's up, but If you want to continue talking later, come see me tomorrow around noon, i'll be here and also, I want to talk to you soon about your trouble sleeping, I think we can figure out what to do about that also." Meg said, getting up and walking to the door. She turned around as Kaz got up and walked to her. Meg put a hand on her shoulder "Hun, remember that you're here to get better and work on things... and i've given you permission with the office to use the phones anytime from seven am until you go to group at nine, Use it wisely and don't forget your plans." Kaz smiled and nodded. "Thank you." Meg opened the door and she walked out leaving Meg to her own things in the office. Kaz walked over to the attendant desk. Ruby smiled over at her as she stepped out of the door on the other side, her gold necklace with a red stone glistening the way Kaz found a little mesmerizing. "Hey kaz, I hear you get to use the phone today, If you want i'll get the supplies myself today." Kaz smiled and shook her head. "I'll help, I need to think some stuff through but i'll  run to call my brother the second we're done." she explained. Ruby nodded and they walked to the closet and the piled things onto the cart to take to different places. It was quiet, Ruby talked about her day, about her daughter Gemma and her new puppy that has apparently been driving her crazy. Kaz smiled and nodded and gave short opinions all while thinking about what to talk to her brother about.

Kaz walked into the gameroom and found Jimy sitting on the couch playing cards with Caleb. Caleb was a pretty cute guy you'd probably think he belongs on a Soccer (Futbol) field somewhere,in stead of here at Ocean Trees what with his almost-tan skin dark grey eyes and blonde hair. Not to mention he's always in a pair of sports shorts and a white shirt under a -different color according to day- mesh  shirt. If Kaz wasnt already in an arrangement with dean to not deal with 'idiot' guys until she's better, shed have went after him a while ago. When she walked up to the couch they both looked up and Caleb smiled at her"Hey kitty.! no run today?" Jimy asked looking up at her from the cards. Kaz smiled and shook her head. "Meg gave me phone privileges, I was just coming in to tell you before I go call Dean" Kaz said smiling. Jimy jumped up and hugged her. "Awesome. Who's Dean?" Caleb said looking confused. Jimy let go and rolled his eyes "Dean's my older brother, I have a feeling the only reason she is letting me is to bribe me into talking more, and Dean is the one who can talk me into doing pretty much anything. he's the reason I'm here without kicking and screaming and being locked in a padded cell the entire time." Kaz explained.