Quirky Love a Ziall, Larry Stylinson, and Gosh Cuthely fanfic

Chapter Three

This chapter is all Larry, mostly ~Lovely02

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Lou's POV

One two three four, I've lost count of how many times I've seen him cry. It sucks that I'm the only one that can see his face like this, but I'm also glad that I am. For what it's worth I try to calm him down sometimes and offer my consolation, but he just pushes me away. "He wouldn't like seeing you cry like this"

He sniffles and doesn't look away from the tomb stone. The name Jaymi Tomlinson is carved into it. Fresh flowers have been added around, but while he wants to stay and cry all I want to do is get out. I couldn't stand watching my brothers death bed.

"Just a few more minutes", he responds. I knew though. I knew that when he said a few more minutes he meant the rest of the day. It was already getting dark anyway so I let him stay a while. After all he loved my brother more than anyone else in the world, they were even at the stage where they acted like a married couple before the accident, but no they never dated.

A few hours passed by and I didn't know the time, but from what it looked like it was definitely late. "Harry let's go, we'll come by on Saturday"

He doesn't even move by the looks of it he cried himself to sleep. I'm used to this happening, used to seeing him cry, but the one thing I'm not used to is him putting that desperate face. When ever he shows me that face it's like he has nothing left as if when my brother died, he did too.

I placed him down in the car and drove him home. His parents were probably worried about him. Lately that's all they've been doing, I guess they've noticed the distance between us. We really shouldn't be making them worry.

The night was darker than usual, probably a new moon. Nights like these shouldn't be spend outside who knows what could happen. "Jaymi", he mumbled in his sleep.

I wonder how much he loved my brother? Was it more than I did? More than his our parents? I don't know and I probably never will know what a love like his feels like. If I could then I'd rid him of the pain, but I can't. A few minutes passed and we finally reach his house. His parents are outside waiting for us with a worried expression on their faces.

"I guess I'll be heading my way now" I say as I turn back, but his mum holds me back asking me if I want to stay at theirs tonight seeing as it's already so late. "I'd love to, but I have school tomorrow and I'm going to need a change of clothes"

"Don't worry", she says. "We still have some clothes from last year when you used to stay over"

It was weird for me after so long but in the end I accepted. I had to call my parents first though, but after I headed to Harry's room. The place was exactly like I remembered it. Not a hair out of place. "Move over" I push him aside and crawl in.

"Do you always carry me princess style?" I hear him out of nowhere

"I thought you were asleep"

"Nah, woke up ages ago"

"Oh"

"So what are you doing in bed with me? Planning to make a move on me are ya? Pervert"

"I might, so what? Got a problem with that?" He laughed, looks like he's back to normal now. I hate when ever he go visit my brother. At the back of his cheek I manage to see a hint of purple left on him. "You missed some makeup" I wipe it off

"Yeah...so umm why the fuck do you hang out with  a bunch of homophobes? They're literally the scum of the earth" Nice question...too bad I don't know myself. We just met one day and suddenly they started to hang out with me. They told me something about it before, but I forgot. So instead of answering I just shrugged. "They won't stop hurting my friends!"

"I know" I truly wanted to help, but...Zayn was the one that decided on everything and I had no say. I managed to prevent harry from getting hurt though. We would each take one of the guys out. Zayn got the blond one and Josh got the one that looked a little like Harry, but unlike them I never hurt harry, not once. My brother would never forgive me if I did. So instead we just used the special effects he does and make it look like I did.

"You know what they're doing tomorrow? I could give Niall and George a heads up"

"The library"

"Really?"

"Yeah, they know you guys go there most of the time since you guys think they won't bother looking somewhere with things about learning" Not that I blame them for that, they might be some of the most idiotic people I've ever met.

"Damn...hey Lou?"

"Yeah Hazz"

"Wanna cuddle like in the old days?" I really didn't want to say anything to him, but...I'm not good with cuddling with someone in bed. The sound of our hearts beating, the tempo of our breathing...it's suffocating...

"Sure, why not? It's been a tought day anyway" His arms wrapped tight around me. A little too tight if I say so myself. Like if he was telling me not to leave him without even saying a word. I really, really didn't want tomorrow to come because when it does...we'll be back to acting like strangers again....I hate that.

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Written By: Lovely02

You see that quote I used for Lou about cuddling? Yeah not mine I got it from a manga!!! Not my words!! So yeah hope you enjoyed reading this chapter!!! Ta ta for now!!! ~Lovely02