Instantly Falling For You l.s

Chapter 58

Louis P.O.V. 

Once again that felt so good but also so dam fucking wrong! I kept my eyes glued to the ceiling trying not to make eye contact with Harry. It wasn't awkward but it would feel weird if we talked because not even 10 minutes ago I was grinding up against him. I heard him sigh loudly and it made me snap my head towards him.

"So are we just gonna act like nothing happen or...?" Harry turned his head to the side to look at me. His beautiful emerald eyes were searching into mine blue eyes. I looked away putting my hand under my head. 

"Can we just pretend nothing happened between us Harry,  I don't wanna be sounding like a dick but it's better if we keep this to ourselves. You wouldn't like it if Josh found out would you?" It kinda did hurt me telling him that we should keep it as a secret. I saw Harry quickly getting up from his bed. He was now standing up looking at me with a frown.

"No I wouldn't like it but.. you wouldn't like people knowing about us?" Harry asked looking at me with hurt written all over him. 

"Us? What do you mean us there is nothing going on between both of us Harry we just kiss nothing else happened between us" I sat up on the bed looking confused at Harry. He looked away from me and started walking towards the far wall away from the bed.  He ran his hand through his curly hair keeping his back on me. I stayed still on the bed bitting my nail watching him just walk back and fourth. 

"Your right there is nothing going on between us. I'm so stupid for actually thinking there will be something between us. Plus I have a boyfriend who actually cares about me yet I'm here kissing you." He stopped pacing in his room but his back was facing me. I bent down to the floor and grabbed my shirt that Harry randomly threw. I stood up and slid my shirt on, I looked around for my vans but couldn't find then anywhere. I sigh loudly when I noticed Harry rubbing his eyes.

"Harry look don't be upset I'm sorry" I mumbled the last part. I kept my eyes on Harry and he kept his back on me. 

"Your always saying your sorry Louis when you and I both know you don't mean it!" Harry raised his voice this time turning around facing me.

"How the fuck do you know when I mean those words or when I don't!?" I raised my voice showing him he ain't the only one who has a loud voice. 

"Because you always end up hurting me more than you already do!" Harry started to tear up but his voice was very low on the last words. I stood there shocked. Harry had the look on his face as if he regretted what he just said. 

"Hurt you more? What does that suppose to mean?" I kept my distance away from him not wanting to hug his guts out and telling him how very sorry I was. 
"Just forget it Louis there is no point on telling you if you don't give two less flying fucks about me" Harry wiped his tear away and grabbed his pen from his desk.

"How the fuck did we get to arguing when not even 10 minutes ago we were making out?" I asked getting close to Harry. Fuck. I couldn't get enough of him I needed his lips on mine so badly. I hear his breath hitch as my hand carelessly went to his hip. He backed away from me, his back hitting the wall as I got closer towards him and Harry looked like he was eye fucking me. I smirked when I heard Harry let out a very quite moan. I leaned my head towards his necks kissing every inch. Harry moved his head to the side giving me more access to his neck. I felt Harrys hands on my hips running down slowly. He let out a loud raspy moan when my lips were sucking underneath his ear. 

"Jump" Harry mumbled into my ear. I jumped wrapping my legs around his torso he quickly wrapped his hands around my thighs. There was a huge height difference between us I was way much smaller than him so it was easy for him to carry me. My lips were still connected onto Harrys neck loving the noise that was sliding out of his mouth. He was in control and I loved every fucking second of it. He gripped my thighs tighter when he started walking towards his bed.  He threw me on it not harshly though. It was getting really hot in here so I took off my shirt again. Harry put one knee on his bed and crawled up towards me.  My eyes rolled back when his lips started kissing my stomach.  Both his hands were on top of my highs giving them a small grip. My crotch hitting his chest as I buck upwards. I let out a desperate groan and Harry pulled away with a smirk on his lips.

"So needy" Harry ran his hand over my harden d*ck teasing me. How the fuck can Harry be a nerd when he's fucking controlling me. I bit my lip holding back a moan.

"Just for you" I tried my hardest not to let my voice come out all cracky. Harry let out a small moan grabbing my hard on giving it a tug. 

"Fuck" My hands gripped the bed sheets my hips moving upwards trying to create friction. Harrys lips were faintly running over my nipples making my breath go heavy. I sat up on the bed grabbing Harry from his neck and tugged him towards me kissing him rough. My tongue went down his throat pushing him backwards. I laid him gently on his bed my legs were on each side of his hips were on each side of his hips. I started to grind harder against him hearing Harry whimper. My hands went to the hem of Harrys shirt wanting it off his body.  Harry smirked below me and looked straight onto my eyes.

"I'm guess you can take care of that princess" He whispered in my ear grabbing my from my hip and pulling me off of him. My heart felt like it was gonna come out of my chest I was confused of what he meant. But my mind wasn't working because he just called me princess and I didn't mind.

"Wait what?" I asked as Harry was getting up from his bed. I looked down at me aching bulge and back up at Harry. He walked into his bathroom and I wanted to yell at him for leaving me with an aching bulge, but my mind was still on the nick name he gave me. I should be mad for Harry calling me princess but I love how the word rolls out his mouth. I looked around and started to realize that this moment I could have fucked Harry and win the stupid dare or what ever you wanna call it but I didn't. My hands ran through my feathery hair with a frustrating groan.

Harrys P.O.V

What the heck was I thinking! He's gonna tell the whole school I am desperate for a fuck! Niall isn't gonna want to talk to me knowing that I'm desperate for something everyone can get. I stood in front of the mirror in my bathroom. I had a mirror in my room but covered it with a blanket because I wouldn't like my reflection I still don't but at some points I stare at myself. My cheeks were a shade of pink and my lips god the were so swollen and red. I gasped looking at the hickey Louis gave me. This was the second time I've had a hickey from Louis. I turned the shower on with warm water coming out. I took off my clothes and walked in the shower. My hard on was bothering me but I didn't want to get myself off knowing Louis might still be in my room. I was she'd my body and hair before walking out of the shower. I wrapped a towel around my hips and opened the door to my room to fine my clothes. Louis was sitting on my bed all dressed with his shoes on. His hair was a bit messy and his lips were also swollen. I looked away from him and walked to my closet getting my clothes.

"Imma go now" I heard Louis say I nodded my head not looking back at him. I picked out my tight briefs with a white tee-shirt and black ripped jeans. I slid the shirt on and hear Louis groan behind me before covering the groan with a cough. I heard my bed squeak which meant Louis either got off or just moved a little. It was awkward after what we were just doing.  I waited for Louis to walk out my room so I can change into my briefs. I hear my door open and I looked at Louis who walked out the room without saying a single word. As soon as Louis closed the door behind him I took my towel off and started touching myself I came on my hand with Louis name slipping out of my mouth, the thought of Louis blowing me was getting me to the edge. I leaned into my closet trying to keep my balance as I tried to keep myself together. My eyes were shut tightly and my hand was gripping the edge of the closet door. Lazily walked towards my bed and laid there smiling like there was no tomorrow. 

Sorry about this chapter it was probably a shitty chapter. If you didn't like it please tell me so I can edit, I didn't like it myself. Anyways how was your Christmas?  Mine was so shitty boring I didn't get any presents which sucks big ass. Thank you sooooooo much.

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