Unthinkable. (Now)

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Lilly's POV 

You know I never really appreciated life, until it was at risk........ 

As I lay on the hard uneven pavement Just laying there looking as if I was gone to the world which I'm sure my mind was on its way, only not my broken body. I can feel a heavy weight surrounding my form. Loud noises hit my ear drums, over and over again taunting me, making me want to fade in to darkness where there no pain, no suffering, where's it's calm peaceful almost.  

People do stupid things. Make foolish decisions. I know of that from experience. 

The heavy object on top of my body is crushing my entire being. My lungs can't function right at this point in time. What surprising me is there is no panic in my mind or body. As I'm thinking this I hear all to familiar voice my best friend. Wait what?!? How did he get hear?!  

"Lilly?!?" He screamed with so much sadness in his voice. He struggle against some sort of officer trying to get to me he was so frantic with his movements. He finally had to be moved away pushed away from me. 

I couldn't help but try and move to get to him. When I try to move the action causes a sharp skin ripping pain run though my torso. 

"Uhhm!"I half scream half gasp. Making the people around me move ten times faster. They were trying to get me out form under the vehicle.

"Hey Hey Hey. Shhh. Your okay. We are trying to help you. You have been in a car accident. We are trying to get you out. Are you in any bad pain?" A man with a red helmet on said kneeling close to me. He was trying to comfort me by taking my hand, I grasped it. Only he wasn't the one I wanted.

"H-Harry. I-I need him." I tried to plead to the man hoping he would understand. I felt another sharp pain. Which caused me to whimper.

The man had a confused expression on his face, but then he understood "Alright alright your okay. Do you think he's here?" I nodded my head "okay hang on okay." He said calmly. 

The man with the red helmet went up to where the yellow tape was put up, trying to get people's to listen "hey everyone listen!! Now!" Shouted. "Is there a Harry in the crowd? "he tired to say over the noise. Which must of worked because Harry's shaky form was in font of everyone trying to see why the man asked about him.

"What!? W-why do you need me? Is Lilly okay!? Tell me!" Harry tired to stay calm but he was breaking fast. It made my heart hurt so badly, like it's my fault he's in this much pain. Honestly.. It was.

"Shh! Listen to me! I'm gonna need you to go and talk to her comfort her she needs you. Will you do that for me.." He waited for Harry's answer. My BestFriend nodded. He made his way over to me so quick and laid down so he was eye level with me making sure he isn't causing me in anyway pain.

"Hey love." Harry's said shakily, he was trying to be strong but only I could see straight through him. He takes my hand gentility scared he's going to break me. I smile weakly at him.

"Thank you" is all I can say until my tears start flowing. He try's to comfort me by saying soothing words. "Your okay, stay strong. You'll be okay..." He hesitate, suddenly he looks in my eyes with an intense gaze there are tears down his checks hitting my face. " I-I can't lose you now your everything to me my BestFriend and your the person I have told everything too I trust you with my life and you trusted me with yours I'm so sorry. I-I" he is fully sobbing now choking on his words and tears, in all my time with harry I can only count on one hand the times I have seen him cry. It's so different to see him like this. "You can't do this to me please! I-I love you Lilly so much that it hurt my whole being" blue eyes hitting green.

"J-Just don't let me go." I almost whimper, for now I can't Process what he is saying it doesn't Make sense. He can't love me, but I love him more then he will ever know. Thinking this now he probably never will find out. No! No! That can't happen he has to know, but as much as I'm wanting so badly to follow the peaceful darkness, it's so inviting, in arms reach. Im to weak I have no control. slowly I close my eyes. Drifting into the black.

"NO! No! Lilly? Please! I won't let go. Keep your eyes open please." I was trying to honesty I was, but I wanted peace from the pain and suffering so I gave in only saying four words four simple words for him to reply over and over in his mind. It's selfish of me I know but at this point I don't really care I want to be on his mind as long as possible. You know the saying "out of sight out of mind"

So with that thought I smile and mutter those simple words "I-I love you h-harry......"

Then I'm greeted with peace.

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