"YOU AIN'T NOTHING BUT A STRIPPER HOE ANY WAYS FUCK YOU" .
"Yea ,yea and you ain't shit besides a wrinkly old man who can't get shit. Things like this happens everyday men who I won't let touch me or let them have their way with me always thinks that because I say no they have the right to disrespect me. If you think you will disrespect me and not get disrespected back get ready for a very rude awakening.
Some days I get out of work early others I get out pretty late . Tonight was a night I got out early . Since I don't have a car yet I normally take uber ,but I decided to walk home today .I work about 10 minuets away from my apartment .Walking home at 4 something in the morning alone is pretty risky but I am always ok . But whenever I do walk home I always get the feeling as someone is always watching me , I don't know if it's just me being paranoid or if someone is really watching me . When I got home I plopped my self right on the coach.
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The Next Morning
I woke up in my feelings . Mad upset hurt and most of all alone . That's how I have always felt alone . People would come in and out of my life . So I never really knew who to actually trust and love . After my grandmother passed away I had to go and live in foster homes . I have been to so many diffrent homes because of many things. Some parents just did it to collect a check didnt care about me at all . Others were just plan creeps,they would try and touch me and make me do things that I would not want to do so i always ran away . Running away helped me and destroyed me at the same time. I would be with other kids who were so called "misfits" the ones who nobody never can understand , the ones who always stick out . Being with them I got into loads of trouble . I have been arested for possession of weed ,home invasions and even robbing people .
Since i was so young I only did about a year in juvenial detention. When i got out i was 15 years old,I went to go live with one of my friends at the time . She lived in a tiny apartment in Harlem New York ,it was small but there was always a full house of people.
Living in the house was London the girl who owned the house,her boyfriend Mani ,and her sister Alana .Dosen't seem like much right now but when they all have at least 3 people sleeping over at a time that is a ton.
Mani always had all of his friends over and I never really cared for any of them but one day a tall chocolate boy with both arms full of tattos and long wavy hair cuaght my eye .
"Now thinking about it I really wish he didnt catch my eye because maybe I would be going into school and trying to change my life over . I never expected him to actually love me and care for me . But I guess thats how he made other girls feel to?
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Hey who ever is reading this I know it is short and I know this was all over but it made sense to me and I like it but the chocolate boy that caught Nova's eye is not the boy who will be spoling her in this book . This chapter and maybe the next two chapters will mainly be about her past life and what she has been through .And yes her name is Nova I know i never mentioned it but thanks for reading love next chapter will be up soon
