My Crush But Wrong Guy

Chapter 1

Life so loved and adored but I don't know how I can handle it, so many problems as an average teen. Will I be able to learn to live?.. When I find out who I can enjoy life with?.. Or? When I finally get to the point in life I want to be? You'll just have to stick around to see...

SCHOOL!! SCHOOL!!! GET YO LIGHTSKIN ASS UP! WAKE THAT BOOTY UP!

"Uhhh" I reach and turn the alarm off to start my wonderful day ( not ). Yea sorry ya'll had to witness that. That alarm is my bestfriend's work to wake me up. See I'm not a morning person and since the alarm she made wakes me up I decided to let it just stay there.
Time to drag myself out of bed to get ready for the long day a head. I go to the bathroom to shower, I take thirty minutes and hop out and dry off, brush my teeth, and go back in my room.

I go to my closet to put on my bra&underwear and I put on a white cropped sweater with flawless written in black on it, then I slip on my black high waisted skinny jeans. Throw on my big plaid shirt, I then go to the side of my bed to get my timberlands and put them on with my black socks. Next I go to the mirror and brush my wavy, yet sometimes straight, brown hair with honey blond highlights down where my hair stops at my lower back. And to finish I put on my black scull cap with baddie written in white on with my gold hoop earrings and gold charm bracelet I got from my mom on my birthday last year. When I'm done I grab my book bag, phone and jog down stairs and head for the door.

"I know you're not gonna just walk past me and your father like we don't exist lil girl" my mom yelled after me. I go back to the kitchen to see her cooking and my dad eating everything she cooked so far.

"Ma I'm just trying to get to school on time. You late too much. The hell take you so long to get ready. Your lil ass better not be late no more" reminding her of her words, I looked at my watch. "And if I don't leave ma within the next five mins, mamma ima be late and if I'm late you can't blame me this time"

"Girl who you talking to? And watch ya damn mouth. I blame and do whatever the hell I please because I am your mother not the other way around. Now I'd like to make sure you're not late, so gone head to school child. Just wanted to see you and tell you I love you because its dangerous people out here and I neva know when it'll be my last time seeing you. So I love you baby and have a great day at school."

I chuckle . Felt two different emotions coming from her in one rant. If I turn out to be crazy, at least I know the shit didn't just pop up out of nowhere "Okay dang ma thanks and love you too but nothings gonna happen to me stop worrying all the time geesh I'm not no lil girl no more ma."

"You ain't little but you sure as hell ain't grown yet" my dad butts in "And what in the hell do you have on?"

"Clothes dad."

"That's not the problem, the problem is that it ain't enough clothes needed to cover your belly and they need more fabric to make them pants less tight. "

I just looked at him then turned to my mom. She chuckled and went back to what she was doing. " I don't have time for this, bye mom and dad I love ya'll" and I turned to go.

" I don't know what's wrong with yo crazy ass generation trying to be grown when y'all little asses ain't got a pot to piss in, we not done talkin, we'll talk about this when you get back and stay yo little ass out of trouble destiny" my dad yells after me.

Blasè blasè

I start my walk to school, 3 blocks away from home.

On the way my best friend joins me. She is short like me with carmel skin and black hair, I just love her she's like a sister , we met in fifth grade and we just clicked so ever since, we have been best friends "Hey Natalie babes" I say smiling and she returns the smile but bigger "Hey Dessypoo my fav bish"I chuckle...