-It's October, year 2015...And Brendon Edward Bales is not really Brendon Edward Bales..-
He is some sort of a shell of who used to be Brendon. Brendon's been offered so many record labels and even a few movie roles (despite the fact that he can't act to save his life). But, Brendon rejects it all.
It's October 2015..aka, four months after he and Terra broke up. Brendon is cleaning out his apartment because he can't stay here another minute or else he might go insane. Ya know, If he hasn't already.
Terra pushes aside the bookshelf and behind it, hidden from plain sight is a small box labelled 'the diamond store.'
His breathing slows instantly. He hesitantly reaches out and touches it, and when he opens the small box the diamond seems to be glaring at him. Mocking him.
"Terra," he whispers even though he knows the blue-eyed girl won't hear him. Brendon thinks that maybe he's mentally insane now..For sure. Which is totally possible. We's talking to an engagement ring, for god's sake.
His fingers graze the star-shaped stone. He picks up the little box and he walks toward the window that had whitnessed Brendon's whole blow out. He slides open the window and feels the cool October air hit his skin. Sometimes the only thing that makes him feel free is the wind, lashing brutally at his cheeks.
"Terra," harry says again, louder. The name is filled with both hatred and longing. "Terra."
It's quite a windy day and Brendon lives on the ninth floor of his apartment building, so the wind is just enough to make his hair go wild and lash at his sensitive eyes. For a split second, Brendon considers flinging himself out the window. But no. That won't take him to Terra. Tt'd kill him, but it won't take him to Terra.
"marry me, Terra Jade Johnson," Brendon gasps and at this point he knows that he's fucking off his rocker. He's trying to marry the wind...but he doesn't care, he doesn't care, he doesn't care. "Be mine. marry me. Please."
The wind howls in response. Without a second thought, Brendon makes a fist around the ring throws his arm back and hurls Terra's ring as far out the window as he can.
