Queen of a Kingpin

I Can't Lose You No More

-4 years later-

"Messiah I'm gonna beat your ass if you don't come pick up these damn toys" yep had another boy. Messiah Deion Thomas. Surely did give him my last name. "Baby I'm here""I'm in the kitchen baee" My boyfriend ..Bryson came into the kitchen. We been together for 2 years now and I love him but I'm not actually in love yet I wanna take it slow this time. I met him here in Ohio at the hospital when I had Messiah. He was the male nurse or whatever and he was there to keep me company while I was there. After two years we became close friends and then we became Bryson and Keisha and not saying" this is my friend " and all that. He is very great with Messiah so I'm just happy. I kissed him. "I missed your kisses all day" he said smiling down at me. " I missed you period" I smiled and pecked his lips."but I have to get dinner started so leave the kitchen Mr.Smith."" fine by me Madame"he kissed my hand. He could be so silly at times. I heard him playing with Messiah upstairs. I laughed to myself and began cooking dinner.

-45 minutes later-

"Dinner is readdyy!!!" I yelled from the bottom of the stairs as Messiah and Bryson raced down the stairs. I shook my head at them and they sat at the table as I fixed their plates.I gave them their food and then fixed mine. I sat at the table with them."How was your day?"" it was fine ..Messiah was just being a bit messy everywhere.""I sowwy "he said with food all on his face causing us to laugh." how was your day at work"" it was alright just a strange thing was that there was this woman and her son looked so much like Messiah and when I saw the father he had the same features as Messiah""Was the guy light skin with green eyes and his name was -""Andrew Taylor"" Yeaa that was his father""how come I never see him come around for Messiah"" we got into it while I was only a couple weeks pregnant , he wanted me to get an abortion and I refused so I moved here to Ohio and lived here ever since.""has he come by to see him""no I didn't even know he was here but he was around for my last two months..I tried to call when I was in labor but he didn't answer or call back so I felt he didn't need to be in Messiah's life. I continued to eat.I felt Bryson staring at me. I looked up at him."what"" you're beautiful that's what" I blushed "how about we let my mom watch Siah for the night and have us some time alone.""you sure your mom would be okay wit that""she loves him as if he were her grandson she even says he is her baby no matter what""well I guess he can go over.""well I'll be right back let me go call her."he kissed my cheek and went upstairs."Mama I want daddy""siah daddy isn't here eat-" the doorbell rung. I got up but Bryson came down."I'll get it baby go handle siah" I turned back around and went to clean up the mess siah made. Bryson came in."who's at the door""it's umm Messiah's father""daddy!" Messiah jumped down and ran towards the door."Messiah please come here" I followed him to find Drew standing in the living room."What's your name lil man?""Mwessiah Thwomas(Messiah Thomas)" he responded standing in front on Drew."You didn't give him my last name why?""Because I didn't want to ..remember he was mine to deal with by myself so why in the hell would I give him your last name""it's not that big Ke damn it was just a question""why are you here""I came to see my son""after 4 damn years Drew What did you really come here for?" he sighed and looked at me."I came here to find a house so that I could be close to you and my son but Lay thought I was lyin she came along with our son Damon""she had a baby for you""yea y'all was both pregnant around the same time and I know I should've told you when we're fuckin around but I didn't and I apologize for that."Bryson came in "uhh baby ima go ahead and bring Siah to my ma " I nodded and I kissed Messiah bye and then I kissed Bryson. He and Messiah left leaving Drew and me standing there."you got that nigga takin care of my son. got him goin by this nigga mama""he is doin what you supposed to be doin so don't get fuckin mad now""you gon quit talkin to me like that fore I do yo ass some shit in this bitch""please fuckin do it then Drew please do Mr.thugged out deadbeat"" you really temptin me to choke yo fuckin ass but you lucky you got my kids stupid ass bitch I came here to make shit right with you to see my damn son and you givin me a hard ass time" I was muted as fuck. The fact that it was a turn on to see him yell , the little veins popped up on his neck. But I thought about Bryson to keep from making any mistakes." Drew you need to go""for what we not done here""we have nothing to say anymore""so you sayin you don't love me no more""yes I really don't love you anymore I'm happy where I am so even your sexy ass eyes couldn't break me.""you think I'm sexy""thats not what I said""you were thinking it"he backed me up to the wall."drew stop"he placed his hand on my ass and grabbed my face with the other. He kissed on me.I pushed him off."I said stop"" I don't give a fuck what you said" he grabbed on me roughly and pinned up on the wall. I pushed him off."get the fuck out of my house and don't ever come back here"I yelled pushing him harder."look I'm sorry just don't keep my son away from me ight ..at least let me be there for him I already missed 4 years of his life bein stupid." I sighed loudly"fine ..you can only come here for Messiah and Messiah only..only conversation should be about Messiah..do not flirt or touch me okay""you got it captain" he gave me a evil smirk."I mean it Drew don't try shit""When will all this start""as of now ""well how long you been with that nigga""2 years going on three""You love him""very much""as much as you loved me""way more than I loved you honestly""for real" his facial expression sadden"yeah and he is great with Messiah""oh y'all cute I guess""how are you and Layla""We good uhh I proposed to her last month ..gettin married in the spring." I nearly choked on tears."that's great tell her I said congrats but umm have stuff to do so I guess you can come by tomorrow and see Messiah.""ight have a goodnight beautiful"he smiled walking out of the door. I watched him leave. I shut the door and cleaned up. I bathe and put on a nice set of vickies I mean I've been holding out on Bryson for a few months now...........