The Journal Of Sara Revol

Entry 1

I woke up in this room. It was white with an open view of the parking lot letting in slivers of sunshine from the bland curtains. On the table at the foot on my bed was a single black rose. I know what it meant in some cultures it's the beginning of a new life. Typically its the symbol of the afterlife but I stilled loved it even if it meant that they thought I was gonna die.

I saw the same three people talking to someone in a lab coat. They all looked like they were about to fall into tears. One glanced into the room and bolted towards me.

"Sara! Thank god you're okay! How are you feeling? Are you hurt?" he asked.

My mind was blank. Sara? Who's Sara. I'm ... I don't know who I am. Where I am or why I'm here.

Then the girl came in talking with her hands. I knew what she was saying I took sign language when I was younger. I could talk to her if I'd like but that would be weird.

He signed back. The other male hugged me almost in tears, "What the hell? Why did you do that? You scared me to death!"

I am so confused. What were these guys all talking about? I look around extraordinarily curious. I hope someone can help me understand what everyone is talking about. I see the doctor has walked in and I stare at him with longing eyes. I need an explanation.

"You have overdosed on your Xylophin and it has caused a neurological reaction in your brain allowing you to forget all of your memories of your previous life. Your name is Sara Revol. This is your twin brother Johnny, your best friend Shelby and your other best friend E.J. Do you understand," he asked like I was a child.

"May I ask where I am?" I said quietly.

"Portland Rehabilitation and Medical Center."

"Do you mind if I stay with her tonight on the extra bed and Johnny you can take the shift tomorrow after school with Shelby and I'll be back tomorrow night?" The boy had asked the doctor.

He nodded his head and walked out. Johnny and Shelby had followed him mumbling about getting some clothes for him and some tea and other foods outside of the cafeteria. E.J. and I were alone. He was absolutely adorable. I started to blush and smile when he held my hand. I pushed it back I knew him once but not now. I have to create new memories with him and everyone else. I hope he says something soon or else this would be a super awkward night.

"Sara... I thought I lost you," he said with his eyes matching mine. They were a beautiful stormy blue. he continued," I was so afraid I had so much I wanted to tell you and do with you."

Okay he's starting to get really weird.

" I'm fine. I swear everything is alright with me. Hopefully my memory will be back soon and we can start over," I said attempting to comfort him.

He held my head up sitting me up on the white sheeted bed. He kissed my forehead. I never felt something like that before, at least not what I could remember. The feeling of his warm lips on my pale skin felt igniting for lack of a better word. Then when he pulled away I kissed him. I loved that feeling, that soft desire on my lips meeting his. I honestly couldn't have asked for a better kiss. I couldn't have thought of anything better. I was exhilarated by his warmth. If I hadn't remembered I was naked under my hospital gown I wouldn't have stopped.

"Whoa...," I said. My mind was blank and then I gently laid my head on his shoulder, tired to all hell. He played with my messy curly hair and hummed something to me. I think it's a song. I then laid my head back on my pillow and tired to have a conversation with him. We continued talking and laughing until Johnny and Shelby came back with some delicious Subway sandwiches and lots of raspberry tea.

After everyone had left I turned to E.J. and asked if he would lay next to me. he was so much more comfy than any pillow and smelled so good. He played with my hair and watched me fall asleep to his humming tunes.