Even Monster Can Love

I wish this would end. I think to myself as I lock my door for the night. I go over to my computer, and get on my IM messenger. I see that no ones on so I log off and lay on my bed. I wish things would go back to the way they were.
(flash back)
I can remember the last good day we had. It was the day we found out mom was pregnant. We were all so happy, then about a month later she started bleeding really bad. My dad drive her to the hospital, when they got home they told me she lost the baby. That's when they started drinking.
(flashback over)
I come out of my day dream, to hear a loud crash down stairs. I go over to my closet and grave my knife. I go over to my door and unlock it. I walk down the hallway, and down the stairs. I look in to the living room to see a knocked over book shelf. I start to walk in the living room when i heat my dads voice boon through the house.
"What the hell are u doing down here," I jump at the sound of his voice, and try to run up the stairs but her grabs my leg and I got my head on the step. I look up at him and I see a foot coming any my face I quickly move out of the way. I feel my adrenalin kick in, I stand up and grab my knife. I look at my dad with a smirk on my face. I lunge at him and stab him in the chest multipul times.
I stand up and the res blood covering my face hands and cloths. I walk into their room to see my mom passed out on the ground. I walk over to her and slit her throat, blood sprays allo over my face. I stand up and drop my knife, realizing what u just did. I run out the back door crying, I run into the wood and I don't look back.
I finally stop and colaps by a tree. I put my face in my hands and sob. After a few minutes I feel something wrap around my wast and hang me upside down. I just cry more scream,"Just kill me I diserve to die!" I look up to see a man 28th no face.
"Why would I kill you your so pretty pulse your coverd in my favorite color," he some how said. I hear a high pitched static noise and pass out.