I am afraid I've gotten a little too good at this.
Faking sleep when everyone else is awake.
Playing dead.
I can't help this avoidance.
It has become a part of my hardware.
An animalistic survival tactic.
Talking to you has more disadvantages than benefits.
I'm not supposed to talk to you for benefits.
I'm supposed to talk to you because you are family.
I don't know if family is supposed to feel like a cage
But I cannot breath.
I am suffocating.
