Where Does Love Go From Here

Chapter One

Ever wonder why life always throws curves at you ? You try so hard too make everything perfect but yet you fail ...

Hello loves my name is Lynn and I jus recently had my twenty fourth birthday . Yay me right ? Well not really I spent my birthday at home alone on my parents couch.

Let me start you at the point were my life became really screwed up.

                        April 2014

My ex finance and I had just broken up after finding out he had cheated on me for over a year . Did I love him ? Not at all but I didn't want too spend my life alone and I invested so much time into him plus me and relationships NEVER work out . He honestly was the first REAL boyfriend I had ever had ... Being emotionally and physically drained also being bi-polar just made me spin out if control and I didn't think life would be work living . I always felt alone and lost so I decided too just end it all with some eighty proof vodka and a very large amount of pills . I didn't think I'd live too see the next day but I was wrong when I woke up in a mental institution. Not the best place too spend your time but it honestly wasn't that bad sense I only spend a weekend in there. You may think I'm some crazy weird freak but honestly I'm not every body has a hard time .
After getting out I went back too work like nothing ever happened. One night and old co-worker came in and ask me for my number. I gave it too him knowing I'd probably never talk too him even though I had a big crush on him .  A couple days after giving him my number he texted me just saying what's up .... Guys I know right ? Taking the chance I texted back saying I had been crushing on him a while and I had just got out of a relationship and I wasn't looking for another one but did he want too b friends with benefits and maybe hang out once he got off work. I hit sent and put my phone down and left it alone for a little bit because I was sooooo nervous bout what he would reply back . Finally getting some nerves I checked my phone too see that I had a text message. Opening up I read that he had jus gotten out of a bad relationship too and wasn't looking for no new one and he was down for friends with benefits and would love too come hang out too night. I was so excited I couldn't wait too hang

We text a little through out the day. Six p.m. rolls around and I lay down for a nap. Waking up I notice it was dark out and I freaked out thinking I missed the chance too hang out with Logan and look at my phone too see I had a couple of missed calls and a few text asking if I wanted too still hang out. I texted back saying I still wanted him too come over if he wanted too.