This room, my room, was such a special place for the both of us. This is where she would wait for me for a day when im still at work. She also had a thousands of selfie inside this room with that huge teddy bear given to us by our fans. Sometimes i do get jealous about it because she seldom take photos with me, that one is a lil funny. Also, instead of attending a party, she would just ask me to tell stories about what happened to rehearsals or taping or my recording sesh or anything i did for the day. She's really one of a kind. Loving her is the easiest thing i have ever done in my entire life. She would say that she's the hardest to love because she's weird and all that but to me, from the very first second that i met her i knew that she's something special and far different from the girls that has became a part of my love life.
It's been months and months of coping up since we decided to end our relationship. Well, i did. Everything got too blurry and i fell spirally. I was too confused and i was too afraid. My mom never really wanted Julie for me. I have been fighting for her for years but it get to the point where everyone around us started to bomb words that arent so good and that made our parts drifted. She had to say goodbye unwillingly and that's the end of everything.
I remember that night when she had to let go of our tangled fingers, i couldnt imagine how much tears she once shed when we were saying goodbye. It was heartbreaking and painfully sweet. She smiled lastly as if she had accepted everything so easily; as if everything is okay. It cuts me inside seeing how unhappy she was with it. It was harder to think about her dying in pain but i think it was better rather than her always being questioned and swarmed by reporters. It's the only way that i can best protect her. With my name detached to hers, all is well although our hearts were not.
I seldom see her around the studio and to the networks grand gatherings because still, she's the Julie that rather rest and sleep than partying and all. For the past few months, i observed that she was better. Better than i thought. She started hanging out with some of our showbiz friends and most especially to Maqui. Last week, she went swimming and paragliding with Maqui. She even posted a video of her and it was also surprising to see her in a sexy bikini walking around the beach. It was the very first time that she posted it in public. I once saw her in a bikini when we had an out of town getaway with some of her cousins and never can i hide the goosebumps i had and chills around my body when she came to me and asked if she's okay with that two piece on.
I shook my head when her beautiful face flashed through my clouded mind.
"Moe, dinner is ready," Jana, the girl that my mom wants me to be with, knocked and i sighed.
"Anjan na," I smiled and touched the white sheet and my pillows.
"I missed you, baby," i whispered sadly and then head out of my room.
"Happy birthdaaaaaay!!!!!!" I heard them roared in cheer when i first step on the stairs. My whole family, friends, and some of my close showbiz friends were here tonight.
I laughed as they all sing the happy birthday song as i descended the stairs.
"Thank you, guys!" they all gave me a nice warm hug as i go around. I didnt expect it to be this huge. I wanted a quiet celebration but that sounds impossible.
"Happy birthday, Moe!" I felt Jana's palm snake around my chest and shockingly kissed my lips.
"Hey!" i wanted to complain and talk to her but she glided away from me and i heard my friends with their teasing sound.
"Happy birthday, bro!" Kris, Jake, Pao, Bry and John gave me a quick brother hug as we both catch up and stuff. We talked about our upcoming shows and all that until the three boys excused themselves and only i and Jake was left.
