FLARE Fitz X Clare (Degrassi Fanfic)

FLARE FANFIC - DEGRASSI

Hey guys this is my first DEGRASSI FANFIC.. Hope you guys like it and pls. comment/vote

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi

I wish I did though, but unfortunately I don't have the brilliance and creativity to create  such an awesome show that's full of drama and issues people face in daily basis. :D

This is set after Jesus, etc. part 1 

"Fitz found God? Do you really believe him! That guy's a psycho. He tried to kill me and all you do is give him false hope and your forgiveness." Eli ludicrously said.

I always believed in second chances and I think Fitz has really changed. 

"Eli what is your problem? I mean I know you're mad at him but that doesn't mean he'll never change." I firmly said, my voice rising unexpectedly.

"Your the one getting mad? I should be the one mad at you for taking his side and not your boyfriend's." 

Sometimes I wondered why I was in love with this doofus. He was incapable of change and we definitely had different views.

"You know what? I'm done" I raised both of my hands in disbelief and left him outside.

I walked back to class and tears are falling down my face. I can't believe what I just did. I took out my books for the day and got in English class. I didn’t want to sit next to him, especially since we had a little fight.

When he came in, I closed my eyes, hoping that he would just leave me alone and not notice me. Luckily, he didn't and I spent my whole day avoiding him and going home.

Friday came and I was ecstatic. I had the whole weekend to avoid my boyfriend. I couldn’t handle our fights anymore. Every single one tugged at my heart, and I felt as if my whole world was falling down.

I was watching TV when I heard thunder and then darkness. Great, the electricity's down. I unplugged most of the appliances until I heard a knock on the door.

I carefully opened it and saw the last person I thought I would ever see; Fitz.

"Fitz! What are you doing here?" He was wet from the rain and I noticed some bruises and cuts forming in his face.

"What happened?" I hurriedly asked.

"I fell off my bike and I was passing by when it happened. I knew you lived in this area and I really just don't have anywhere to go"

He looked sad and I felt pity for him.

"Come in."  I seriously replied.

"Nice house. Can I borrow some clothes? I'm kinda wet." He said. I looked at him and I saw some sincerity.

"Sure. Wait right here." I climbed up the stairs and took some underwear and clothes from my dad for him to use.

I came back down and I saw him lying down on my couch, snoring lightly. I didn’t want him to catch a cold or worse pneumonia so I woke him up. I shook him carefully and he responded with a grumble.

"Here, you need to change and then you can sleep in my room." I looked at him and as he was trying to take off his shirt, he winced in pain.

"I'll help you." I volunteered and started to take off his shirt. I caught myself staring at his muscled chest and defined abs. He must have caught me as well because when I looked at him he just gave me a big smirk.

I took off his belt, and unzipped his pants. It was awkward to say the least. I just closed my eyes and did it, when I opened them, he was in his green plaid boxers and a certain something was clearly showing.

I turned around, "I wont look. Change your clothes and then you can go upstairs to get some rest." 

I waited, and as I grew impatient I turned back to face him when he suddenly approached me and pulled me in for a kiss. The kiss was so passionate and intense that I had no choice but to kiss him back.

That was a lie. I had a choice, and I acted accordingly. 

"Wow." I managed to say out of breath.

"I wanted to do that since Vegas Night" He replied, smiling.

I was happy but realization struck me, I was dating Eli and I loved him. Well sorta, after everything we've been through I would lie to myself if I said that I loves him wholeheartedly.

"Fitz, I'm dating Eli." I firmly said and I wished I didn't have to but he needs to be reminded of the truth.

"He doesn't have to know. We can do this behind his back, we won't tell him until your ready." Fitz proposed.

I don't know what got into me but I nodded and agreed.

2 weeks later

"Claire, we need to talk. I miss you, when are we gonna make up and be back together?" Eli asked.

"I don't know. When you're ready to admit you were wrong and apologize then I would gladly think about it." I replied.

He started to babble about senseless things such as destiny and how we were destined to be together, I thought otherwise.

I knew it should be the opposite, that I was the romantic one of the pair but when you're in a relationship where things were not working out, you find yourself lost and desperate to be cut off of the said relationship.

  

Eli did nothing wrong except that his possessiveness kept getting on the way of our true feelings showing.

I didn’t love Eli anymore but I couldn’t break up with him. After the whole Julia incident, he's so afraid of losing me that he would consider suicide if that happened.

I ignored him and told him I was going to class. He followed me like a puppy and I felt bad, I really did. We passed by Fitz and his group's table and I saw him smiling. 

I promised to meet him at the back of the school after classes, a regular event that no one knew except the two of us. It was not only my reputation at stake here. I couldn’t care less if I was no longer called “Saint Clare”. Fitz on the other hand, wanted to keep his bad boy rep, only showing his true self to me.