U opened your eyes and felt cold air on your half naked body. Searching for warm blanket you turned around and met with - nothing, like everyday. Your boyfriend, Hanbin, worked a lot. You understood this, his band was about to debut so they had to do their best. You loved him and wanted to support him in everything, anyway u felt so alone everytime. So left behind. Unimportant. Useless. How could you help him when you see him maybe for hour a day?You lay on bed, hugging big pillow and thinking about him.He seemed to be just too good for you. You were just ordinary girl, yet he choosed you to be with. He was idol in already popular band, you were normal high school girl. He was too handsome for you. He could have every girl who put his finger on.The more you thought about these things, the more you felt like trash." I'll never be good enough for him. I have to do my best." you kept telling yourself.Finally you decided to get up from bed and quickly jumped into robe, leaving your thoughts in bedroom. Few minutes ago there smelled coffee everywhere. You sat down and started to drink, when you saw a plate with mixed fruits, cereals and chocolate. There was paper with "I love you. Eat well!" written on it. You smiled."I rather have breakfast with you" you sighed.This house was so empty. Without touching the food Hanbin prepared for you, you went to the bathroom."_____, you are good!" you said to yourself in mirror. No effect.You repeated it for three times, but it was painful. You wasn't able to say these things, when you didnt even believe them."I'm late" you screamed when you looked into diary. Meeting with your best friend in park, now. As quickly as it was possible you dressed and put some makeup.__When you closed the door, you slided down to the ground. You felt so tired, even tho u didn't do anything yet."Aishh .."Your friend was so happy with her new boyfriend. She talked about him all the time. They had like couple everything and spent all the time together. You wished her the best and was happy to hear that but it just made you feel more lonely. You didnt spend time with hanbin and as you thought about it, you didn't even have couple rings. Maybe Hanbin didnt spend more time with you because he wasn't comfortable with you. Maybe.."Stupid!" you said to yourself while standing up.It was 8pm. Your boyfriend always came home after midnight. You put on just oversized white t-shirt and started to clean up the house. Actually it seemed like everything you touched, it broke. You broke one glass and punched yourself while vacuum."Fuck" you didn't know if you should cry or be angry. You sat down on floor and stared on the wall."You are such a trash" you said to yourself and your eyes were wet.House was clean and you started to cook some dinner for Hanbin. While cooking you accidentaly burned your hand."Fuck" you put cold water on this.Was it just you, or today was really shitty day?Dinner was ready. You covered it , to keep it warm. With sad smile you wanted to go to bathroom but the door bell rang."Who could it be so late? " you whispered."Jagiyaaa ~ Im sorry, I forgot my keys" Hanbin hugged you. What is he doing at home so early?"You came home early.. " you said hugging him back."Yes, because I missed you so much" Hanbin smiled at you and tickled you,waiting for your crazy laugh because you hated it. Hovewer, you just stayed here."____, whats wrong?" he asked you seriously, looking deeply into your eyes. You tried to avoid eye contact, but he grabbed your chin and turned it back, face to face."What happened?" he asked again."Nothing. Really nothing" you smiled. Your smile was so fake, hanbin immediately know."Liar .. " he whispered and wanted to pull you closer to him so he could hug you tightly.You pushed away."Your dinner is ready in kitchen, Hanbin" you said and turned away from him.Hanbin just stared at you, without any word. He knew something wasnt okay. You never act like this before."Hey, ____, tell me what's wrong" he wrapped his hands around your waist. " You know I love you."You felt your tears on cheeks. You wanted to tell him everything but at the same time you didnt want to make his situation any harder. He had to make his best to debut. You didnt want him to have such a silly problem like you."Just, go eat dinner" you replied and wanted to escape, but he held you too strong.Your knees were so weak suddenly and you slided on the floor, crying."Hey, jagiya!" hanbin shouted, worried about you."You are so perfect. You are so kind, so beautiful, so hot." you cried "you are too good to be with someone like me""what-""I dont deserve you!"Hanbin put his hand on your shoulder but you pushed away. You didnt want him to touch that awful body."____, " Hanbin said. His voice sounded really weird, so you looked on him. He looked on you, slowly from your foot to your head. How could you .. " he said as he touched your legs.You felt uncomfortable. You hated your body. It wasnt too good for him."Hanbin please let it be and- " you said but he silented you with roughly kiss.You tried to pull his hands off your legs but he catched both of your wrists with one hand."___, you are perfect," he whispered with his husky voice into your ear. " Why can't you just understand this?"He looked deeply in your eyes and smirked. Your innocent and shocked face turned him on."Hanbin, I--" you tried say something but were silented with intense kiss again. You didn't want to touch his your awful body."I love you" hanbin said and locked you on floor with all his weight.He started to kissing roughly your neck and collarbones. You couldnt help yourself but moaned. Hanbin smirked."Moan for me, my princess" he said and continued kissing your neck. "Oh how I love your body""Hanbin please"He kissed you and went lower and lower. Your body shivered and you moaned. He came back to your lips, taking off your oversized shirt. You could feel his member already. You started to rub your hips against his erection while taking off his shirt. He moaned loudly into your neck."Ah baby you are so perfect" he moaned."I want you" you whispered to him.With smirk on his face he grabbed your wrist. With other hand he rubbed your lap."You are already ready, I see" hanbin said while taking off his boxers. You wanted to feel him already, inside of you."Hanbin!" you moaned. He pushed his member slowly into you.He slowly push it out. Slowly push it into you. You almost cried, pushing his hips against yours."More" you moaned."Do you want more, yeah?" he teased you."Please" you whispered.Begging him . That was what he waited for. He pushed himself into you so quickly and u screamed. Pushing in and out so quickly and hard. You screamed his name. All you saw was stars."Scream for me" Hanbin said and started to push harder.You were in agony."Hanbin!" you screamed, near to your climax.Stars exploded. You felt hanbin cum into you."Babyy ! " he screamed and then fall next to you on the floor.You both were cathing breathe, sweating af."Hanbin, I'm so sorry" you said and hugged him the closest it was possible. He smiled."You should start to believe me" he kissed your nose. "I love you""I love you too" you smiled.
