to live
you need
to be
happy
right?
so if
i'm living
why am
i not
happy?
i want to live
then i
don't
the ever changing
choice
to live
or not to live
the pain will
stop if
i don't live
right?
but
to live
is to be
happy
the
question
replays
so
not to live
or
to live?
××××××××××××××
it was as it always is .....but something was wrong......my mind ...wasn't at it's...best...it whispered ...do.it ...do what i asked ...do it ...it replied back....i was looking at the pills...just sitting there ....i can do it....i almost reached....but i pulled back....i almost did it ......am.i going to be ......alright ?
.......this is riley signing out....
YOU ARE READING
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Poetry*all lowercase* **************** should i do it why not it'll feel better, better than before i look into the glass that reflects all the empty glass eyes stare back pain evident in the body the look of somber the metal the cold metal...
