Beside you (Luke Hemmings fanfic)

chapter 15

My eyes started tearing up at the sight and at the pain from my ankle, but I wasn't paying attention to the pain in my ankle but in my heart. He kept smirking at me. I stop up walked up too him and smacked him and the face and walked away. I may be strong on the outside but inside I'm breaking. I called Liz asking if I could go home cause I wasn't feeling well, she said yes so I walked home and ran up to my room. I have a bathroom IN there so I walked in, grabbed the blade, thinking about everything I have been through, being used for sex, being kicked out of my own home, being bullied, believing Luke changed, being heart broken, believing I was happy. I slide it 3 times, deeper than ever before, blood spilling out like a river, just as I was about to make #4, someone ran into my room. I font know how cause I locked my door, wait shit I told Luke where the extra key was, so I knew it was Luke. "Em please listen to me. Let me explain." an Australian accent said. I started to tear up letting some fall, one fell into one of my cuts and I screamed, the pain was unbelievable. "g-go away  L-Luke" I studded still in mental and physical pain. "Emma Parker. If you are cutting..." he started but I cut him off "what? If I'm cutting what Luke? Going to kick me out? Okay im fine with that. Going to bully me more, fine just more scares your creating. I thought you changed Luke I really did." I yelled.  "EMMA LISTEN TO ME DAMNIT!! I HAVE CHANGED!! I DID IT CAUSE JULIA SAID IF I DIDN'T SHE WOULD PUT YOU BACK INTO THE HOSPITAL. I DID IT TO PROTECT YOU, YOU SELFISH BITCH, MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST KILL YOURSELF, NO ONE WANTS YOU HERE ANYWAYS. YOUR JUST A FAT ASS PIG, WHO ISN'T WORTH ANYONE'S BREATH. JUST KEEP CUTTING YOU FUCKING LITTLE SLUT." he yelled. Everything he called my broke my heart even more. With everything he called me the cuts got deeper and deeper and deeper. Selfish bitch, maybe I should kill myself, no one wants me here, just a fat pig, isn't worth anyone's breath, a little slut. 9 cuts everyone deeper than the one before. The blood flushing out of me, faster and faster. "goodbye Luke." I whispered. Until finally everything went black.
Luke's pov
After I read everything Julia sent me to tell Em, I heard nothing, it was like a dead silence until I heard, "goodbye Luke." and a small thud. At that moment I realized what all I had told her. I became mad and sad at the same time, my madness came out more, I slammed the door in and pushed it a few times before it broke, there I saw the most terrifying sight. Emma laying on the ground with a pool of blood around her, I fell on my knees crying. "im so sorry baby girl." I kept saying over and over again. Finally I pulled my phone out and called 911.
"911 what's your emergency?" the lady asked. "m-my girlfriend i-is I think p-passe out she c-cut herself so much and now she isn't a-awake." I tried to speak into the phone. "check her pulse." she said calmly. I nodded as is she could see. I grabbed her cold, bloody hands and felt her pulse, it was beating but very slowly. "yes she has a pulse but it's really slow!" I said into the phone. "okay we will send an ambulance to come get her where are you?" she asked. "264 Emerson rd." I said shakily. "okay do you want me to stay on the line?" she asked. "yes please. Can you yell me what to do?!?" I said/asked. "sir, where are you?" she asked. "IN my house, IN her bathroom, she lives with me since her mom kicked her out." I rambled knowing she didnt really care. "okay well is she skint it big?" she asked still as calm as before. "um skinny?" I asked/stated wondering why she asked. "okay if you can pick he up and walk to the front door, but don't go outside. Just so the men can get her to the hospital faster." she said. Then I realized, this was Julia's plan the whole time, say she was going to put her in the hospital if I didn't do what she said, but her plan was putting her in the hospital anyways just by cutting. "t-thank you have a-a nice d-day!" I studdered/said. Then hung up. I looked at Emma and picked up her limp body, she is a lot less heavy than I thought, well maybe it's just from the loss of blood, idk IM not a doctor. Just as I got to the for, the ambulance showed up. They put her on the stretcher and put her in the vehicle. "can I ride with?" I asked the man. "as you a relative or in a relationship?" he asked. "IM her brother." Hey it was kinda true, she lives with me so... He nodded and I jumped in.

As we where driving, the man was asked questions, "full name?" "Emma Chyanne Parker." "date of birth?" "02 09 02" "mothers name?" I panicked and said, "Elizabeth Hemmings." "Fathers name?" "Greg Hemmings." "relation to patient?" "brother." "your name?" "Luke Hemmings." "now why is Her last name Parker and yours Hemmings?" he asked. "um well." "sir you have to tell the truth." I nodded and said, "she isn't my sister, she is my girlfriend. Her name is Email Chyanne Parker, her birthday is 02 09 02, Her mother name is Emily Parker, Her father passed, I'm Her boyfriend, I'm Luke Hemmings." I re-answered him. He nodded and re-wrote the answers. I just stared at Em and thought about Her beautiful Blue eyes, beautiful blonde hair, amazing voice, beautiful singing voice when she singe in the shower. Everything about Her is beautiful.

We finally arrived at the hospital after what felt like forever. They rushed Her in and I had to stay outside in the waiting room.

2 hrs later

The doctors came out and I stood up and walked over to him, "are you Luke Hemmings?" he asked in a REALLY deep voice, I nodded, "well Emma is in a coma from the loss of blood, and hitting Her head." I couldn't help but burst into tears. "how long will she be in the coma?" I slowly asked. "we are estimating 2-6 weeks to a year, if she hasn't woke up after a year we will be pulling Her plug." he sighed. I nodded, "am I allowed to see Her? And will she be able to hear me?" I asked. "your allowed to visit. 3 people at a time. And yes she can hear you, but she can't respond, or move." he explained. I nodded and walked to Her room. I stopped as soon as I saw Her. I fell to the floor and cried, and cried, and cried. I finally I wiped my tears off and walled over to Her. Grabbed her hand and started talking.

Emma's pov
I blacked out and when I came back, it was still all black. I can't open my eyes, or move, but I can hear everything around me. I heard the door open and I was guessing it was a nurse or doctor. But the door didn't close like it usually foes when a doctor comes into your room, I heard sobs, then finally the door shut and I felt a hand grab mine, they where so warm compared to my cold hands. Then he started talking. Luke Hemmings started talking to me. No that wasn't a fan girl moment, it was a hatred moment, he was the reason I'm in here.
"listen Em, I know you can hear me, and I wanted to say im really sorry. For everything. Julia told me to say all that garbage, but really, your not fat or ugly or worthless or a waist of air or space. Your beautiful, skinny, everything except all that shit I said. I love you Emma Parker and I'm really really sorry. You didn't deserve to be treated like that. And I promise I'll make sure you get treated like the princess you are. Emma your arms like horrible because of me. You deserve so much better than me." he said "no I don't Luke, I deserve you. I live you too." I thought. "and I just wanted to say last weekend I did steal your pancake and it was delicious." I could feel him smirking. "YOU FUCKING DICK." I tried my hardest to say, but nothing. "anyways, yeah I hope you don't remember that when you wake up. But yeah I would never call you that shit. I did all of it to make sure you didn't end up here (a/n haha end up here get it their song) but Her plan was to get you in here anyways and I guess it worked. I really hope you forgive me baby girl I Love you." he sobbed out. Then kissed my hand and walked out. "I love you too" I thought.

2 weeks later
Luke's pov

It's been hell the past 2 weeks with out Em. Ash and Kyra ate fighting all the time, Julia is still being her bitchy self, and I have to go along with it, if I don't she will personally hurt and maybe kill Emma, but as soon as she is better and out of coma and hospital, I'm having Em apply for a restraining order on Her and we are transferring schools. I've had a lot of time to think about this. Kyra is coming with, since she is Emma's best friend. "Hey Lukey Pokey!!" Julia's annoying voice said. I put on a fake smile and said, "yes baby." I hated myself but I'm doing it for Emma, I go and see Her everyday. "maybe we could have some fun tonight." she said while licking Her lips, it was repulsive, but I was an amazing actor, so I played along. I've been having "sex" with the past 2 weeks, but I've been imagining Em!! "yeah sure your place 12:00 like normal." I smirked and mentally killed myself. Another day I can't see Emma. She knows about all of this, I've been telling Her, I just want Her to wake up.

After school, at midnight I did my normal thing with Julia!! Kill. Me. Now. IM goimg to have to get use to it until she wakes up, and I have faith she will.

6 months later still Luke's pov
It's been 6 months since Emma has been in the hospital. Julia has gotten over me after I told Her I don't want to be with Her anymore, she tried to kill Emma in the hospital, but I walked in and saved the  princess, in other words, I'm Her knight in skinny jeans lol. Ashton and Kyra broke up after finding out she is pregnant. Im now doing drugs, having a lot of one night stands, and going to parties every night, I never really go and see Em.