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        My eyes shot open for about the third time tonight. I was met with the familiar darkness & quietness that surrounded me. Heaving a huge sigh, I searched for my phone & threw the covers off of me.
         This was a daily routine for me nowadays. Waking up in the middle of the night numerous times. Other times, I would be accompanied with back pain or even with a strong urge to throw up. But nothing was worse than the thoughts & memories that flooded my mind in the wee hours of the morning. Nothing was worse than the replay of events I badly want to forget that keep making an appearance in my mind. And absolutely nothing, I mean nothing, was worse than the reminder of how my unborn child already had no father.
           I was only 2 & a half months along, & so far it's been hell. It seems that I can't catch a break. Between school & home, there is always a task at hand that needs to be completed. I took a quick look at the bright green letters on my clock; 2:34 AM. A yawn escaped my lips, & I rolled on my other side in bed. Trying to empty my mind, I closed my eyes & ignored my thoughts. I had to get ready for school in less 3 hours.
           A tear trailed down my face, dropping onto my pillow. I didn't even bother wiping it. There was many more yet to come so what was the point?

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