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A / n hey guys sorry about taking so long but I'm extremely busy because I'm going to Holland on the 23 of December which is only 1 day away I'm so excited!! Any way back to the story here is chapter 38. I hope you guys enjoy :)

Hannah's P. O. V:
It has been nine months, nine months since I last saw any of the boys, Danielle and Kira. They boys are currently on tour and Danielle and Kira went with them. Luke broke up with Kiana after Kira came back and Kiana understood. Kiana a Luke still talk sometimes. Caitlin and Beau broke up before the boys went on tour because Beau cheated on Caitlin. Caitlin is now going out with Justin Beiber. Daniel and Danielle's relationship is going good. As for me Jai and I still aren't back together. My music is doing so much better now and a lot more people know me. Dan and I have gotten pretty close and he is now going out with Phil (yay phan finally) they are so cute together. I finally got lots of more music videos done and I'm just finished recording a song I wrote about Jai called My Everything. And I'm performing it for the first time tonight. I haven't seen Ronnie in person in a while and he suggested that I get a new manager because he went on tour with the boys and I need a manager. So now my new manager is Mark, he is a really nice guy. A lot have things have changed but one thing that will never change is my love for Jai.
I woke up and got dressed. I put on some High waisted black jeans and a white crop top and some white heels. I tied my hair up into a high pony and walked downstairs. Catlin and Justin were down stairs already. "Good morning you two" I chirped at them. "Morning, someone's happy" Justin looked up from his plate of pancakes that Caitlin had cooked for him. "Yep" I smiled. "Care to tell me why" he chewed some of his pancake and put his knife and fork down on his plate. "Because I have a concert later and I love performing for my fans. Plus today is the first day that they will hear My Everything live and I'm excited" I said quickly. Justin stood up and gave me a hug. "They are going to love it" he looked at me as he walked over to where Caitlin was cooking and hugged her from behind. She giggled and turned off the oven as she put her pancakes on a plate. We were talking for a while about random things. "I heard that the boys tour ended yesterday, they are coming home today. They should be here at around 4:30" Justin smiled at me. "Yeah they are..." I looked down and awkwardly played with my thumbs. "Good, I can't wait to see then again" Caitlin beamed. "Good for you!" I snapped. "Caitlin I'm sorry" I apologized and she smiled at me. "Guys I have to go to Amy's house to get ready, see you two love birds later" I hugged them both as I left. I drove to Amy's house and she did my hair and make-up. I drove to the venue and I saw Mark there. I hugged him and we did a sound check and went through all of the dances. Amanda handed me the silver outfit and I put it on with the silver heels. Then she took this beautiful long (when I say long I mean extremely long) see through lavender skirt with lavender roses on it. I put it on very carefully. I got my in ears from Mark, my makeup fixed and my hair fixed by Amy and she sprayed some perfume on me. I looked at the time it was 4:55 and they show started in five minutes. I rushed out and took my position on the end of the piano. My pianist was already there. The lift lifted piano, me and the pianist onto the stage. I started singing My Everything and during the song I started to cry. I looked into the crowd and saw 7 familiar faces. Jai looked like he was about to cry, knowing that the song was about him. Luke rubbed Jai's back and everybody else smiled at me. I continued to sing and I cried again. This time my fans kept singing. When that song was over I stopped for a minute and I started sing Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.

Oh, oh, oh, oh
I don't ever ask you where you've been
And I don't feel the need to
Know who you're with
I can't even think straight but I can tell
That you were just with her
And I'll still be a fool
I'm a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I don't ever tell you how I really feel
Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean
And nothing's ever easy
That's what they say
I know I'm not your only
But I'll still be a fool
Cause I'm a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for
Oh, oh, (Just a little bit) oh, oh oh

I know I'm not you're only
But at least I'm one
I hear a little love is better than none
Oh babe

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart (Just a little bit baby)
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want (Is all I want)
Just a little bit of your heart (Just a little bit)
Just a little bit of your heart (Just a little bit)
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for

When I was finished my concert I thanked the fans and went backstage all 5 boys, Kira and Danielle were waiting there. I hugged all of them except for Jai. "Hannah why didn't you hug Jai?" Luke looked at me. "Why!! I didn't hug Jai because your twin is an ashole Luke. He is not getting a hug from me after what he said!" I spoke harshly. "Well at least I didn't write two songs about it saying how I'm your everything and that a little bit of my heart is all your asking for! I FUCKING GAVE YOU ALL OF MY FUCKING HEART HANNAH, I GAVE YOU IT ALL. I COULDN'T GIVE YOU ANYMORE BECAUSE THERE WAS NO MORE TO GIVE!!" Jai yelled at me. "Giving me all your heart? If you did that we wouldn't be standing here arguing because you called me a fucking slut!" I snapped. I grabbed my hand bag and walked away. I got into my car and slammed the door. I waited for Amy. She got in and I drove home. I went upstairs to my room. Why do I feel upset, why does it hurt me to see him with other girls, why can't I let him go, why me. It is because I still love him. "I love you Jai Brooks" I spoke to myself. "I love you too" he spoke I looked up and he was standing at my bedroom door, smiling at me. "Hannah I shouldn't have called you a slut it was wrong of me to say that and I should respect your decision to change the way you dress." He apologized. "Come here you idiot" I giggled. He walked over to my and I looked at his perfect face taking in ever inch and every perfect feature on his perfect face. I wrapped my hands around his neck and he placed his hands on my hips. I leaned in and so did he. Our lips moved in perfect sinc.

A/n sorry if this chapter is short. I love all of guys so much and I will update when I get back. See all of your beautiful faces in 2016. I hope you all have a great Christmas and a happy new year. Please vote, comment and share this chapter?? I love you all, stay beautiful
Hannah xx

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