Smile, I Love You // Kohnnie fanfiction

Chapter Two- Johnnie

{ Johnnie's P.O.V }

" Johnnie, get your ass out of bed and go to school!! " mother shouted.

I tried to get out of bed, but my weak little arms could barely lift my worth less body.

" You have 10 seconds Johnnie. GET DOWN HERE " mother yelled.

I managed to get out of bed and grabbed my hair brush and eyeliner. I traveled downstairs to meet Mother in the kitchen. She was washing the dishes.

" Finally you got up.. " she said with a stern voice.

" S-sorry " my voice trembled as I fixed my hair and put eyeliner on.

Mother looked back at me when I was " beautifying " myself.

" Fag. Go to school " she laughed.

I finished putting my eyeliner on and walked away frustrated.

It's true, I'm gay.

I walked to the 13th school I had to move to cause of bullying. Bullying is my life...everyone hates me. My mom, my ex, everyone.

I opened the doors to see several people swarming around one guy, a really hot guy.

He's probably one of those popular wanna-bes. I thought to myself.

I tried my best to walk through the scrambling crowd, until someone pulled me aside, it was him.

He smiled at me and said introduced himself and his..i don't girlfriend or just friend.

Kyle was his name..

" Why d-did you grab and talk to me? " I asked shyly.

Kyle seemed confused.

" Well since you're new, I thought you could start off a good year with new friends! " Kyle exclaimed.

My heart races when he said friends .

" F-friends? " I asked to make sure.

Kyle agreed.

We talked for a while, he then asked me if i wanna hang with him.

I blushed, he was hot. " Just us? " I asked.

I begged for it to be both us, indeed it was.

Happiness flooded me and I couldn't help but smile.

I'm in...love.

He asked if I needed to ask permission from my " parents " .

PSH LIKE MY MOM WOULD GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME.

I decided to play the honest card on this one.

" My parents won't care. They don't care about me to be honest " I said.

Both seemed very concerned about me, they'll know what I mean if they become real friends.

Alex left both me and Kyle to ourselves to find one of her friends name Shannon. I was confused at this point..because she winked at Kyle...WHAT DOES THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN.

I'm a loser what the hell..

I really wanted a hug, like I just feel so lonely.

I looked up to Kyle " Can I have a hug? " I asked.

Kyle agreed and wrapped me around his arms. We stood there for a while like this. People were staring at us, I feel awkward, but yet protected. Kyle was so tall and when he hugged me, I feel like someone cares and loves me...obviously not Kyle. I-I love Kyle...

" T-thank you... " I whispered to Kyle, and I left him to walk to my next class.

I probably left him confused, but he'll know soon.

I didn't want to class quite yet, and I felt my phone buzz, so might as well check it.

I ran to the restroom and hid in one of the stalls. I opened my phone up to see two text messages, one from a random number, and one from my only friend ( besides Kyle and Alex ), Jeydon.

I opened Jeydon's first.

from Jeydon:
Yo Johnnie! Imma pick you up today from school so we can chill at my place. We will have fun! 💕

I remembered Kyle's invite.

to Jeydon:
Hey Jey. Sorry, I'm hanging with one of my other friends after school. Tomorrow?

I went back to Jeydon's text.

We will have fun! 💕

Uh..what the fuck? Is he kidding? I'll ask later.

from Jeydon:
Awe whaaa? :( you replaced me? Jkjk.
Sounds good to me little bro. ( I was kidding about the fun part ) text you later! :D

I was relieved by his response.

To Jeydon:
Kk, see ya!

I looked at my phone time. SHIT SHIT SHIT, two minutes to get to class! I dashed out of the restroom and ran to my classroom, and made it in as soon as the bell rang.

I caught my breath, and noticed Alex was in this class. I sat in the empty chair next to her.

We looked at each other and smiled.

Alex reminded me of my ex, Meghan, but nicer

( A/N: I KNOW JOHNNIE AND MEGHAN NEVER DATED, BUT FOR MY SAKE, IM MAKING THEM. 😂 )

Although I'm gay, I do think Alex is kinda pretty, but Kyle is hot. I just met him but it feels like we've been best friends forever.

" So Johnnie, what do you think of Kyle " Alex turned to me.

I blushed, I didn't want her to know I was gay yet! She might like me cause she always looks at me.

" U-uh...he's nice. He's really sweet I guess " I said, blushing.

Alex leaned closer to me and whispered in my ear " Do u like him? ".

My face turned bright red. I was saved by the bell. I was relieved..i mean, Alex is a great friend, but I think it's too soon for him to know yet. She'll probably tell Kyle and make fun of me, then Kyle will hate me. Ugh... Fuck life.

My life is shit.

Can I just be myself, and not get bullied.

Can I just have a cute boyfriend name Kyle David Hall and not worried about him cheating on me?

Can I just die..?

Please take me away...

A/N : Here is chapter two!! Sorry for the crappy chapter, Kyle is kinda easier to work with in this story. Thank you for your votes 😫💕.  Leave a comment for feedback or any questions 💕

* peace out KyePugs *