(Johnnie's POV)
"Because I got there in time." I say, as I feel my eyes fill with tears. "H-How did you know?" That's when I broke down.
Because y-you left you phone at my house- a-and I saw. The photos. The v-videos- how could you d-do t-those things to yourself- h-how could you think those things?" I say, tears pouring down my face.
"I d-don't know p-please don't h-hate me." He said, starting to cry.
I got off the chair and sat next to him in the hospital bed, pulling his face to my chest. "Kyle, baby, I could never hate you. I love you. So much." I said and kissed the top of his head, rubbing gentle circles on his back.
"P-please. I don't want to be alive. -please let me die." This broke my heart. My favorite person in the world just told me he wanted to die. God I'm a terrible friend. I'm such a piece of shit. I never really knew anything about him.
I'm so stupid. How could he fall in love with me? I'm such an asshole.
A/N I got hit with the feels writing this chapter, and that's saying a lot because normally i'm pretty much emotionless.
Song: When She Cries by Britt Nicole
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I Love You. So Much. (A Kohnnie Fanfic) (boyxboy)
Fiksi PenggemarKyle has been secretly in love with his bestfriend, Johnnie for 4 years. But Johhnie is straight. What happens when Johnnie finds out? Everything goes terribly wrong, that's what happens, along the way Johnnie finds out a few 'secrets' about Kyle. C...
