Sad Story

Long walk to freedom is an apt thought. Madiba used to talk about it before he died. I don't think he was ever free either.

Walking on in the hope of finding a better life is what life mostly is about I discovered.

I look out at people out in the big vast world and see that mostly, except for a few, we are all the same. Searching for something that we feel deep inside a freedom to be who we really truly are.
Our own personal walks to freedom. How hard is that to reach? How very sad we are when we cannot reach that place and how truly painful it is just to exist as beings on this planet called Earth. Earthlings we are yes, but there is so much more to us and what I see in others I see buried in myself too and I cannot get out of myself to be who I am, who I truly can be. How sad.

I look at others and wonder if they have the same problem as I do.  Maybe they cannot talk about being trapped inside.  Are we all the same ?  Are we just prisoners inside our own bodies and if we are then how can we get out of ourselves?  I believe we are different people inwardly  from the person  we show outwardly.  Just controlled by external forces operating in the world totally changing our natural selves.  Have we forgotten what a real living human being is supposed to be like?  But I cannot get out and what is so scary is that I know others who definitely are the same.  This morning I looked at a photo of myself and saw a different person from the me I see inside me!!!

Scary and sad.   I don't want another day feeling locked into my own being. I have to find a way out. Is there a mysterious external force which imprisons humans inside their own bodies.

Is it another world that has invade us here on earth? A shadow world which is invisible to our human eyes?
I am suspecting we are not alone here on planet earth and that a shadowy invisible force field is locking us in. Only the most sensitive of humans would feel it and notice.

A shadow world controlling us I am sure exists.  I have heard other sensitive troubled humans call it "an unseen hand" or a dark force of energy which keeps us controlled.  It definitely attaches itself to our brains and takes us over.  Help is desperately needed. This  is darkness although it pretends to be  the opposite.  We could be human puppets just being manipulated to do ITS will.  It is the reason why we are suffering from mental ill health and other awful things. We are being attacked on planet earth and the human race doesn't realize that some dark force is clawing away at our brains and re-programming us. 

Could it be that we are just robots yet alive with flesh and blood bodies?  It has to be true as I know other humans are talking about similar experiences.  They say they are starting to do things which is totally uncharacteristic of themselves, like taking drugs and becoming addicted.  Suffering from depression and not being able to know why.  Alcohol dependance and violent aggressive behavior,  is all characteristic of this unseen hand.  The unseen hand controls us to do things we would never normally do and our lives change radically slowly but surely and very often we down-spiral as this destructive force possesses us... Strangling the life force out of us as it immobilizes us to do its will.  Mankind is unaware that we are under attack on this planet of ours EARTH. 

Stop the world I think I wanna get off!