Wednesday 13th September
Dear Diary
So today I went to school. Usual shit. I sat on my own at dinner, well, almost sat on my own, a boy with brown hair, kinda fringed, came and sat with me, and actually spoke.
"You look lonely."
"Well i'm not."
"So why be on your own?"
"Because thats how I like it."
And I walked away. I've seen him around before, but he's never come up to me before, so what makes it different now? I mean, yeah, I was on my own, but how does that make me lonely? I mean he only has one friend throughout our whole school, Phil.....Yes okay, thats one more then me, but thats fine with me, I enjoy my own company, is that so bad?
So mum told me this morning she was starting her christmas shopping today....? Yet we've only got halfway through september, and I've only just gone back to school. But I guess i'll let her roll with her own life, and i'll do mine.
So i'm 16. Nothing from my dad, nor from my brother. Mum has told me little bits about my dad, but she doesn't like to speak about him, which kind of worries me, but me being me, I am too eager to learn more about my dad, I search all the social media's I can think of, from facebook-instagram, and i'm still left with nothing.
Mum told me last night that Nick is going to be moving in with us. Which is scary as hell. I'm quite scared to have a father figure in the house, since I don't know what it's like, but I guess that's something I have to get use to. I mean Nick is like my dad, since he's been in my like since I was 5, and he's seen all of my ups and downs, and helped me through my last relationship with my mum, and kept me company when she had to go to work. He is literally like my dad, but I know he isn't biologically my dad, but I do wish he was.
Bonnie x
