I am sitting here alone, under my night stand. Waiting. Waiting for someone to help me... to save me. I had gone from a positive, happy girl to a dark, gloomy crying mess. I was never good enough. I was never good enough for anyone. I wasn't good enough for my friends, for my teachers, for any guys and just plain wasn't good enough for anyone in general. I awaited every treacherous to end, hoping that the dark cold end would come soon. I couldn't live this life anymore. Being an utter disappointment to everyone around me. Being the outcast, the nerd, the ugly one, the dumb one. I am the one that everyone pretends to be friends with but in reality hate my guts. They all say they are my friends and love me, but I know, deep down inside I know. I know how much they hate me. I know how much they despise me and think I am annoying. I can see it in there eyes. I can see it in the facial expressions. all I need is help. I need someone to help me leave this place.
