Love or Fame

Prologue

△-Ray Ray -△ -Spring of 2001-△

"Ray, i want you to be good in nursery Ok?" My mother said with her strong American Accent.

"Ok Mum, but why did we have to move? its so cold here."

"It was for our own good." She replied as she kissed my forehead.

Standing up from her previous crouching position , her long curly hair and pink and white summer dress flowed in the light English breeze, with the sun shimmering behind her. My mother looked like a Greek Goddess watching over me. i gazed at her beauty in amazement.

"Ray, Come on lets go." she grabbed my hand and led me through the school gates.

it was like a new world, i saw kids my age wearing normal everyday clothes but when i looked into the playground where the older kids played they were wearing a uniform, girls wore white blouses with a green tie, knee length pleated black skirts, plain white calf socks and shiny black school shoes. The boys wore white shirts with blue ties, black pleated pants and black leather shoes.

"Hey." I jumped as a girl with a high squeaky voice tapped me, causing me to turn around to face her. "Im Tiana!" she grined. she wore a white t-shirt with tinkerbell on it, an irish green jean skirt, white cotton tights and green twinkle toes sketchers that flashed when you walk, her hair was in a bun on the top if her head.

"Hi, I-I'm Rayan" i stuttered barley audible.

"Come!"

"But-" before i could finish Tiana dragged me off into the garden of the nursery. We ended up right at the back where the playhouse was. As we entered the playhouse hand in hand i admired how cozy the little house was.

"Wayan" she spoke "This is Chwesanto" i noticed she couldn't pronounce her 'Rs' properly. Tiana pointed to a boy with light skin and his hair back in one " Hes my boyfwiend " He smiled and greeted me.

"Hey"

"Hi" i smiled.

"We're playing house, wanna play?" Chresanto asked.

"Sure"

"YAY!" Tiana squeled in happiness and brought Chresanto and I into a tight hug. " i can tell us thwee awe gonna be the bestest of fwiends!"

And man was she right

△- Summer of 2009 -△

"I can't wait to see you bub" Tiana said

" I cant wait to see you too babeee!" Chresanto exclamed .

oh , my gosh . why are they STILL together .. This boys been living in LA for 3 years now and they are still toghther . Tiana calls it true love but we are only 12 , well chris and i are 13 but still. They've been together on and off since nursary. If- Infact when Chris slips up again im gonna snatch her away from him. i dont care if hes my bestfriend.

"Ok " "See you in 2 weeks" "Love you" "ok..." after she hung up she her smile slowly vanished .. i wonder why.

"You ok ? you look upset.." i asked

"Y-yea im fine ..." she trailed off

" T i know there is something wrong, tell."

"Ok so when i said Love you to chris he would usually say it back but this time he just said ok and hung up"

"Is that it?" as soon as those words slipped my mouth i covered my mouth quickly, knowing how emotional Tiana could get i didnt want to make her even more upset then she is right now

"W-what?" she souned like she was about to cry. " Don't you care? "

do i care? ...

Nope.

"You don't care do you?" she sobbed

"why are you still with him?" i blurted out trying to change the subject

"Cause ... i want to be."

"You know long distance relationships dont work. plus you're only 12 you shouldn't be worrying and crying over boys who are all the way in LA."

ok Rayan say this so it doesnt sound .. odd

"You should be with someone who is close to you and will always make you happy." a slow smirk apered on my face

Well done Ray.

" I won't lie, i have considered that , but i just cant leave him like that-"

" you did it before! why can't you just leave him for good? he's probaly cheating on you right now!"

"How do you know he's-" i interuped her

"How do you know hes cheating? " i said putting emphasis on 'you'.

she remained silent

Well done Ray -mentally claps-

" You know what. You're really irritating." Oh ?My- "Everytime me and chris have some type of fallout or i feel unloved by him, you always have something bad to say about him, and you know what-"

"What."

"Im tired of YOU!"

"Ok. i really couldn't careless , im trying to help you be happy. But you always have something to say when you know im right so don't go around accusing me of badmouthing your 'Boyfriend' when you know I'm right."

"but you are badmouthing hi-"

"So."

"so you're being rude-"

"But i dont care."

"well-"

"I Do Not Care."

i knew she was ,angry now, she hated it when people cut her off mid sentence.

"You know what, i dont wanna be friends with you."

"Ok."

"ok" she looked a little upset

"Bye." i said walking home. She stood there watching me walk off.