I Wish I Could See You Now (A Letter To My Deceased Big Brother)

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Dear big brother,

Though your not alive I know your watching over me, your watching over our two sisters,our two brothers, our parents, our nana, our papa, our nephew, and our three nieces, your watching over the whole family. I'm sorry I never got to meet you. I'm sorry that you were the one who died and not me. I'm sorry I was almost born on YOUR birthday, I would never want to steal the day YOU were born. I'm glad OUR mum and dad got me taken out early so you and I could have our own special days. I'm sorry I never got to see you since I wasn't born yet. I even already love you even though I never had a chance to me you. You already stole my heart. I bet you if you had live we would get along well. It's just a feeling I have. Our sisters and I would probably get along better if you lived with us since our brothers moved out. Jordon left to go to the army, got married, and had our only nephew isacc, and Sergio got a job and had three kids all girls, even though he didn't marry the THREE girls and he didn't have them with one girl he had them with three he is a fricken awesome dad! Tat you know her she was born before you and watched you die ya well she is skipping highschool and go straight to college. TONS of colleges want her she wants to be in the medical field. Lina your never met her either since she is younger than me too (and the youngest out of us 6) she is  getting good grades wanting to be a NFL player. I want to be an author when I grow up but I've never shared my good stories with anyone cuz I never finish em and my comp. crashed so I lost tons of stories that I was writing. I get ok grades, I have a C in math so thats the worst grade I got out of the four subjects English, Math, Science, Social Studies. My best is English I get an A+ in that class. You were the first person that I had heard of their death. Mum told me how you died during birth because the nurses were pushing on mum's stomach. They revived you but seven days later ur heart failed. Our great-great-great grandma lived to 110 years old. Great grandpa gave up Great-Great gradma's jewlery when she died. Mum works at subway. Dad works with comps. On your birthday our mum,aunt abi,grandma, lina and I went. we placed your toys by your grave and brought you fresh flowers. we sung you happy birthday. I know I shouldn''t cry I should be strong but I just can't hold it in. we ate cupakes too and brought you two candles one with a 1 and the other with a 4. Everyday I think of you big brother, you died On ur birthday.I think "if Pele were still alive we wouldn't have enough money to live in a house it would be like poverty but if he were alive It wouldn't matter if we were in poverty because you big brother,ur life is more important than money. I hope I can see you soon." I'm dieing to see what you look like I was told I look like you. Kinda made me more sad.

I never got to say bye yet I never even got to say hello

Mum (36 almost 37)

Dad (37)

Tatyana (17)

You (14)

Nikki (13)

Lina (11)

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Sergio's family

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Sergio (23) (our adopted bro)

Leiliana(Oldest) (with Tara)

Aubrey(Middle) (with Kelly)

Ayanah (youngest) (with April)

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Jordan's family

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Jordan (Isacc's Dad) (our adopted bro)

Gissel (Isacc's Mum)

Isacc (his Son/our nephew)

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 30, 2013 ⏰

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