Loss and Lost

Chapter 1

Loss and Lost

Chapter 1

"Daddy whats wrong?" Genesis says as she looks up to find empty and pain filled eyes. ''It's your mother Genesis.''he lets out a single tear ''She's dead baby, the plane she was taking to see you had a transmission failure and crashed''. 'This cant be happening!' thought. I fall to my knees and scream ''No! She cant be dead. She cant leave me! She has to be alive'' I push past my dad and run to my room. As I enter my room I fall to the ground and weep until my body falls asleep.

The following day my dad takes me to the hospital because I have to evaluate my mothers body. As I walk into the hospital I feel this uneasy feeling like i'm being watched and like something is about to happen. Dad and I sit down as we wait for the doctor and police man to escort me to the evaluation room.

After 10 minutes of pure silence I see the police man and doctor Bradshall approach me with such sad faces. Doctor Bradshall looks me in the eyes with such sadness and says "We are ready if you are Ms Espanoza". I feel my fathers eyes on me as I swallow back my tears and get up to follow Doctor Bradshall.

As we are approaching the room that is holding my mothers body I feel this strange feeling again. I feel like someone or something is following me and is wanting to hurt me. I shake my head of those thoughts as I enter the room.

when I walk in all I see are metal tables and a wall full of little doors that I'm pretty sure are for holding dead bodies. I feel my heart sink as I see in the corner of the room is a table with something that looks like a body that is being covered by a white cloth. 'is that really my mother?' 'I'm about to see the women who bore me dead on a table' 'why is this happening to me?' 'why cant she be here with me?' 'why did God have to take her from me" all these questions were running through my head, but were interrupted by the sound of someone talking.

I look up to see the voice was coming from Doc. Bradshall. He was saying that he's sorry that I had to be the one to identify my mothers body. All I say was "Its not your fault doc. I'm the only family she had". I see pain in his eyes as I finished talking.

I walk toward the table and I peel the cloth back just enough to she the face of the body. As I lay the cloth down I see the sweet and beautiful face of the person that has been there for me all of my life. The person that was my best friend. The person I told everything to. I see my mother, and all I do is scream "Why"......

I wake up with a sweaty face and heavy breathing. I sigh "Out of all the days I had to have this dream today! Its my last day if school I'm supposed to be happy" I say as I get out of bed. But it wasn't just a dream it was a memory. A sad memory that she will never forget. I sigh as I get up to get ready for my last day of junior year. As I'm finishing getting ready for school I look in the mirror and see an 5ft 2 tan girl with brown hair and greenish brown eyes. I look down at my nightstand and see a picture taken two years ago of me and my mom right before her death. I've notices over the years that I look almost identical to my mom, but the only difference is that I have my dads eyes. Just thinking about her makes me want to cry. "God I miss you mom" I whisper right before I hear my dad yelling " Bye honey! I'm off to work ill be home around 7. Have a great last day of school. I love you!". I yelled back "Bye Dad! Love you too and thanks I will!"

I look at the clock to see that I have 30 minutes before I have to be at school and its a 20 minute drive there, so I run down to the stairs, grab some food and my backpack and run to the door. Before I walk out I say to myself "Genesis Espanoza you are going to have a good day" and with that I left to school.

What a sucky start to a horrible day......

Authors Note~~~~

Hey guys, so this is my first book so please go easy on me. please be honest with me and tell me what you think. 

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