Chapter 23 - Johnnie

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(Johnnie's POV)

"Kyle, i'm so sorry, I never even noticed how sad you are."

"Johnnie, please, you would be so much better off without me. Please, just let me go."

"That's not true. Kyle, I wouldn't be able to live without you by my side."

After a few minutes, there was no reply.

"Hey I want to talk to you about a few things." I said, once my tears subsided a bit. "W-wh-at?" He said, nervously "K-Kyle, why do you hurt yourself?" I ask, hoping I don't scare him.

W-Well- it's not really j-just one thing." He said, not looking in my direction

"W-When did you start- a-and why?" I ask, hoping he will talk about it. "I-I first d-did it when I was fourteen. I-I just, wanted to feel pain A-And I didn't do it for a few months, t-then I did it again- a-and I just started to do it whenever I deserved to feel pain, a-and I just g-got addicted- y-your n-not mad- a-are you?"

"Not at you." I said truthfully. I wasn't mad at him, I was mad at myself. So much. How could I never notice.



Song: A Match Into Water  by  Pierce The Veil




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