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chapter 4

One month later

Dereks P.O.V.

I hate them together i hate it they've been all lovey dovey the entire plane ride over to britain, holding hands and laughing together, kissing every once in a while its sick, Jackys one of my best friends and I still have a crush on Ryan. I want the best for them and thats not each other it cant be. Ive been staring at them in loathing for an hour at least when Ronnie notices.

"Derek honey are you okay?" i didnt respond "Derek whats wrong?"

"Him, them, us do you know why i dove under your bed  that day? because I was avoiding Ryan, I loved him hell, I love him still Ronnie dont you see Im just doing this with you to make him jealous and its not fucking working okay" Ronnie looked like he was about to cry "And you know what this plan isnt working so I dont want to date you at all, and oh Ronnie, honey, I never loved you"  

He started crying violently crying and i made Ron switch seats with me Ronnie continued to cry violently but he was able to do it silently. I honestly felt bad for it but I couldnt lead him on, he really liked me so much and I just didnt feel the same towards him, i felt that way towards Ryan Im going to make Ryan love me whether he likes it or not.

Ronnies P.O.V.

"I never loved you"  those words replayed in my head over and over as i cried. Ron switched seats with him and was trying to comfort me. trying to make me laugh or something but he couldnt so he just sat and hugged me. I wish i could be like him, fully straight a damn hot girlfriend whos nice and is friends with everyone she meets, they dont fight ever they just love each other. i thought I had that I told Derek i loved him and he said it back we kissed we were so good together now that I know the love he had for me was fake just an act for Ryan to be jealous of I couldnt stand it i hated him right now. The plane landed and we grabbed our bags and were picked up by a black suv to take us our separate ways for the week Rons staying with hailie Jacky and Ryan are staying at Jackys moms place and Derek and i were supposed to stay with his friend but now i have nowhere.

"Jacky?"

"yeah Ronnie?"

"i have nowhere to stay for the week do you know any hotels i can rent?"

"yeah my moms place for free dude, what happened to going with Derek?"

"He-he broke up with me on the plane h-he said he never loved me" i said and broke again jacky immediatly hugged me and told me hes just being a shit head and im better than him i pulled myself together as we got in the suv Jacky whispered to Ryan I presumed about me staying, Ryan looked back at me and mouthed im sorry i smiled but barely.

We dropped off derek first then Ron the last stop was where we got off. Jackys mo ran out of the house and hugged Jacky she gave him a look and he turned around and introduced her to us. 

"Okay mom this is Ronnie you know him hes our lead singer" she smiled and Ireached to shake her hand and she hugged me anyway " This would be Ryan he's my boyfriend we've been together for a month now" Jacky had such a loving look towards Ryan right there and i envied it i wished i had something like that but its okay it'll happen soon, I hope. we walked in the house and it was absolutly stunning in it the house was huge Jacky showed me my room and then left for his room.

Rons P.O.V.

i arrived at hailies house and ran through the door she was sitting on the couch watching some tv she screamed and jumped up when she saw me i hugged her tight and kissed her till we needed to break for air. we stayed like that for a while  before she dragged me to the couch and begged me to tell her about the tour so far.

"Its been fun but a lot of drama in the last month since Ronnie and Derek got together and Ryan and Jacky did too-"

"YOUR BAND IS GAY NOW! SINCE WHEN?" 

"haha i dont know how but this all went down last month. to put it basically Ryan liked Derek, Derek broke his heart by getting with Ronnie Derek and Ronnie are together Jacky comforts Ryan Ryan and jacky are together everythings good, today on plane Derek never really loved Ronnie he loves Ryan Ronnie and Derek are no more, thats the simplest i can make it"

"oh well um so you're the only straight one?"

"yes im the only straight one"

"GOD DAMNIT I TOTALLY SHIPPED YOU AND RONNIE" i laughed and could only choke out one word i was laughing so hard

"hailie!"