"She Spread Her Wings And Go Far She Became"

Prologue

Wen I was a kid I always Dreaming ... Imagining ... Curiosities like I have questions I want to know but then when I tell it to my mom she only says that 'You will know it soon'. It only means that I have to figure out maybe soon on what's the answer to all my questions. It is also means that myself only could answer it.

I observe, feel, obsession with whatsoever living or non-living things mean. All the creation of God. How could it be?

And yes, my mama teach me how to pray and every Sunday morning me my family goes to church to hear the Gospel of the Lord.

The thought is. "Thanks be to God."

After all I'm just enjoying my living as a kid doing like other kid did same as playing, making friends then will play, and when I get hungry I just tell my mama what do I love to eat, and when I get tired I go to sleep. Daily routine. My mama always my guardian wherever I go. She loves and care for me. And I love my mama too. Imagine how beautiful my mom is. Like me!

Schooling ...

And when I get into my age that needs education I'm going to school. School is might actually not very comfortable for me because I get the feeling of nostalgia, and if you've ever been the new kid, then you know how hard that can be. I'm not that strong kid nor weak I prefer myself as an average children. Sometimes I've been a victim of bully and it hurts me so much. So I talk to God, "Lord why is this happening to my life? But if it's meant on your will, I believe." because I know God has a better plan than my plans. I just take things as they come.

One day, my mom and me are only left in the house. I ask her, "Mama why do some kid bullies other kid? ... For the sake of?"

May mom answers me, "Baby don't mind them. They only have problems in some different forms in life."

I keep on asking, "Mama, what are the some different forms in life in terms of problem?"

Mama response, "The different forms in life in terms of problem involve financial, social, mental and emotional. And many more that would affects state of one's live."

"Oh! And I know they will overcome it, right? Through spiritually." I answered.

"How did you know?" My mom surprisingly question me.

"Well Mama you already said it to me in my childhood." I said in a not yet clearly stated manner.

"Just don't Stress yourself! Stay away to avoid harm. Okay?" remarkable advice of my Mama.

"Okay Mama." agreed​ answer.

My life is a 50% I'm a victim of bully. That's why again I don't enjoy much my life. I used to stay safe at home and escape all the worries of pains in my real life. I prefer to watch Telivision about my favorite cartoons, Playing my videogames, scrolling up and down about the news feed on my Facebook, listening to my favorite music, discovering online, all day. That's mostly I do whenever school ends.

Those bullies I rather be humble and good to them. I always believe that God is with me. Healing my heart and strengthen my weaknesses.

I know that it is just the way how they escape from problems like to show guilt. I understand and appreciate what the struggle is.

But I know I will figure out the answer soon.

Cause every child like me go to school I decided to take it. Until days become weeks and weeks became months almost months become a year. Well ... Its a bit challenged for me but I do love to go to school. And I don't make friends that's why my school life is terribly boring. My teacher is kinda strict but even though she's a monster she's might as well a joker! I'm just only child once and I want this to be memorable and enjoyable.