Listen up

chapter 6

Jackys P.O.V.

I woke up the next day in so much pain. I unwrapped myself from Ryans arms and sat up into a sitting position. oh god if i wouldnt of known Ryan was sleeping i wouldve screamed. i stood and it wasnt as bad at least i wasnt walking funny thats the good part. THE BAD PART WAS MY ASS IS KILLING. i walked out of the room and saw and went down into the kitchen I saw Ronnie there and started talking to him.

"hey man what up?" i asked and decided lets not sit today.

"Nothing much just wanting to die a little inside" I looked at him questioningly

" i walked to the bathroom next to your room last night, never doing that again" i blushed deep red and hid my face a  little.

"dude Jacky its okay at least he didnt leave you right after he fucked you" he said and I knew who he was talking about

"im sorry man"

"why are you sorry?" i hear Ryan say as he walks up behind me and hugs me then rests his head on my shoulder.

"Derek" i whispered to him he frowned and kissed my cheek.

"god damn you two are cute" I smiled a little and looked down at the ground as Ronnie just gave a grin. 

"so what are we doing today Ronnie?" Ryan said from behind me

" the whole bands gonna meet, go to lunch discuss band things you try to be normal like we all havent had this weird ass shit go down" we all smiled and then went and got dressed.

we got in my car a chevelle by the way its beautiful its my baby i love it. its a matte black and im in love with it. i jumped in the drivers and Ryan moved the passengers eat up so Ronnie could jump in back then sat down in passengers. we drove to the restaraunt we were eating at with the misfits playing.

we arrived and they both jumped out the quickest their legs could move them

" Dear god help me british roads are terrifing!" Ryan screamed

i laughed and pecked his lips so he would calm down and shut up. He grabbed my hand and raced into the restaraunt we saw the guys and Hailie sitting in a round booth Ryan ran up and sat next to Hailie and hugged her. Everyone laughed as i sat next to Ryan and Ronnie next to me.

Hailie looked like she was about to burst before she screached.

"I SHIP RON AND RONNIE" we all burst into laughter after that and we all talked to each like things were normal like we werent so volatile right now, things were okay even Ronnie and Derek were talking like normal we acted like we didnt like each other like i wasnt in a hell of a lotta pain in my ass nobody was dating and we were just the old Falling In Reverse i missed it i honestly did i wished things could be like this forever, but it couldnt we had to continue like we were. we had five more days than back to concerts every night. 

 we left the restaraunt an hour or two later after talking over a lot of things about the band. we went home and fell asleep peacefully.

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"Jacky baby wake up" I wake up and see the face of the one I love. The lovely brown eyes tan skin and blonde hair that is my girlfriend. i smile and kiss her lips i feel like im flying for some reason as i do it i got up and looked at the time. it was only about 9:00 so i got up and got dressed.

i walked downstairs and into the kitchen and watched her cook she was so pretty, i loved her so much. when she fished we had bcon and eggs than went on a walk we walked and shopped around the city for the day then she said she was going to a friends house i decided since Hailies in Britan this year id go visit her.

i stayed at Hailies house until about 10:00 pm than decided id come back home. I had this dark feeling in my stomach as i drove home in my chevelle which i just bought i love it so much. i sat in the drive way for a minute wondering whos car was in my spot, i thought it was Olivias friend so i just parked in the street i walked in the house quitly and made my way upstairs what i saw when i oped my bedroom door was terrible she was with someone else fucking them in my own bed and dint even notice i was there. 

"Oliva?" they stopped and looked at me 

"Jacky baby its not what it looks like i love you honey please dont do anything rash please Jacky"

i looked at her tears streaming down my face, she cheated the asshole cheated on my own bed.

"Get out both of you we're through Olivia stay the fuck away from me" they got up and through on clothes he passed me and left she passed me and looked up and tryed to kiss me

"No Olivia get out take your things and go" i was crying so hard and i couldnt stop the tears were like water falls coming down my face Olivia walks back up to me and starts to say something

"Jacky wake up! Jacky honey youre scaring me! Jacky please wake up!"

"JACKY!" i hear Ryan say as i bolt straight upright in bed tears streaming down my face.

"Jacky honey are you okay?" Ry asks me as he hugs me. i just sob into his shoulder, im cryingf to much to answer him. 

"Jacky you were screaming and crying and i was so scared that there was something wrong" he said as a tear slips down his cheek. I just keep crying and we clutch each other till i calmed down enough to talk to him.

"Ryan i-i had a dream about her it was the day sh-she cheated on me and I was so devestated i just Ryan.." he went back to his shoulder and he shushed me. eventually it hit morning and we got cleaned up so the day wouldnt toatlly be ruined 

we sat awkwardly together in the living room and the silence was maddening, i couldnt take it at all i just wanted to scream and make the silence stop.

"Ryan I cant stand this silence talk to me please"

"whyd you dream about her?" he said looking at the floor with a sad look on his face

" I-I dont know Ry just shes been popping up everywhere and wont leave me alone ive been getting five messages a day from her and im scared because i know her i know she do anything to get to someone and im worried shes going to hurt you  and i dont want that to happen ever I love you Ryan and i dont want to see you hurt!" he looked from the floor to me and put his face in his hands "Ryan?" i leaned down and grabbed his chin and pulled him up to face me "I love you Ryan"

"I love you too Jacky"