Anger is building up inside my head.
I feel as if my inside was burning
And still, I'm shaking and seeking warmth under the blanket.
Panic is growing in my chest.
I feel as if I'm being pulled into a pool of cold water without a chance to swim.
And still, I'm lying completely still and don't feel the need to flee.
Sadness is streaming into my heart.
Disappointment.
These feelings are getting stronger and stronger and I feel like they could collapse over me and bury me.
And then
Emptiness.
They are gone. I'm feeling nothing
Not a single emotion is to find inside of me.
I am present but I'm far away.
This is scary
But I'm used to it.
