Niall Horan - The meet up

Struggling

"I can't cope with this, Niall" I said as we came back into the house. I took of my jacket and threw it on the sofa before pouring myself a glass of wine.
"What do you mean" he asked
"This, that, every time we go out, I'm not used to it Niall and it's messing with my head, I constantly have anxiety every time I go out, in the fear some one will spot me or a photo of a private moment will be taken. And it's not fair on my family, I don't want them to see me like this, I don't want them to be worrying about me all the time." the level of my voice was getting louder.
"Eliza I've dealt with this for five years of my life"
"Then show a bit of empathy."
"Are you kidding me. I'm constantly there for you. I always have your back" Niall snapped back
"Oh yeah like you did over this whole pregnancy fiasco" I said as I waved my hands around, almost spilling wine from the glass.
Niall picked up his phone and started to dial a number.
"What are you doing, we are having a discussion and you start talking on your phone! " I shouted at him.
"Hello mark, I need you to release a statement on my behalf.... Yeah..... To all media outlets.... It concerns these pregnancy rumours.... Yeah that sounds great.... Thank you....we just need to put an end to it for a Eliza's sake it's causing her so much worry and anxiety..... Yeah if you can release the statement as soon a possible....Okay thanks so much mark I'll talk to you soon bye. " he hung up the phone and turned to me, "Are you happy now" he said as he put his phone back in his pocket.
"Thanks" I said "but I need some time to think, I need to go back up to Manchester"
"To think about what Eliza"
"Everything, I just need some space"
"From me" he asked as worry came over his face.
"I Don't know, I just don't know what to think anymore Niall. My heads all over the place and yeah maybe I do need some time from us, a break from us"
"Seriously" he looked shocked "fine maybe we do need a break to figure stuff out. You've been a bit uptight recently, you need to relax"
"Excuse me" I snapped back I walked over to him and set my glass of wine on the table next to the couch, "are saying I'm to blame for all this, maybe I've been uptight because of all the crazy fans and constant media attention surrounding this relationship, and not to mention the way you spoke to me yesterday, you really upset me with your over dramatic performance about the pregnancy, actually you know what I'm done here" I grabbed my coat and left the house slamming the door behind me. I half expected Niall to come after me and pull me into his arms, telling me everything was going to be okay, but he never came. I walked to the end of the drive way and rang a taxi service.
"Hi I need a taxi from Sloane avenue to kings cross station please"