skinnywannabe

i look down at the floor

but my thighs bulge out instead

i glance at my rounded stomach

the side of it stained red

i quickly look away

and pull my top down quick

i run to the bathroom

ready to be sick

i shove my finger down my throat

tears roll down my cheeck

i splutter over the toilet

and silently i weep

i feel almost empty

as i flush the mess away

putting in a smile

its just like any other day...