Guys don't understand how much she is hurting and how much she wishes she could fix it all. I hope you understand this poem like the way she does :
She was told everyday she was a whore . She was told she was good for nothing . Even tho she was faithful and loved with her entire heart she was cheated on she was kicked to the side and told how much of a whore she was. She was told that she will never be able to change . She was told she was a whore trying to be a house wife . Haha. I watched nights after nights she hugs her pillow and watches as the tears down her face. Not understand why he as to threat her like trash after she has given so much to him . He wakes up he tells her sorry he didn't mean it she smiles she says its okay but deep down the words "whore ,whore " plays over and over, her mind is running her heart is beating and she wonders "why do I love him so much " she wonders why he uses her body for his pleasure and then discriminate how wall-less her walls feels . Then he will tell her he is just playing but little does he know it's hurting her day by day inside its tearing her up but still she shows no other emotions but love towards him .
